Cinta Seorang Ayah Pada Seorang Alysa

harini hari sabtu...ada apa sihh??ohh iya,ada acara bukber di wisma kjri penang.seperti biasa deh tiap sbtu spanjang bln ramadhan akn ada acr bukber.

tapi harini ak bolos..hehehe,lg dapet :P pas bgt pas nuzul al-quran pulak jd ga bsa sehabisnya coba mencari pahala. so gpp deh, udah mo dapet mo gmn lg kn.

dateng2 ke wisma ak ktemu sm indah trus dia blang dia lg laper bgt(ya iyalah,namanya jg puasa) tp ternyata dia lg dapet jg :P haha pass deh si keong sisters dapet barengan.

kolak udah d sediain di meja sm si mak dan kita tanpa segan silu malah nanya si mak ... 

"bisa gak kalo kita mau ngambil dluan.kita lg dapet trus lg laper"

di jawab sm si mak ... 

"oh yaudah,ambil aja.tapi ngumpet sono di bawah tangga(muka tersenyum)"

yaudah,syukur udah diizin ngambil mkn jd kalo kta harus ngumpet gpp deh..d bawah kolong kek dmn kek asal dpt mkn pokoknya amin gtu lohhh.

ahhh males dehh ngomong yg gak jelas nihh panjang lebar...trus aja ke cerita utamanya ato dlm bhs keren nya Main Story gtu lohh ;)

pas udah slsi solat maghrib smuanya mulai mkn mlm dan keong sisters and the geng spt biasa mkn d tangga(tmpt mkn VVIP gtu lohhh). trus pas udah slsi mkn aku pun ke blkg bentar, mau nyuci piring(ciaelah,sok2an cuci piring kalee).

pas ak mo ke tmpt dmn keong sister berkumpul ak ktemu sm si ijal yg baru ganti baju sm celana(kasian dia celananya bolong trus d ketawain sm noval n kta :P sorry handsome boy)

pas mo main2 sm dia mak ijal ga bsa bukak pintu kamar itu tmpt ak sm keong nyimpen barang2 kta sm barang2 ibu2 lain. ternyata lagi ada berita gempar!

Alysa ga sengaja ngunci dirinya sndiri di kamar itu dan yg lbh parah kunci kamar itu di dlm kamar!!!

AAAAAA!!! 

pokoknya kecoh jg lahhh...smua ibu2 liatin apa yg lg terjadi.ak jg as usual sbg reporter pasti harus ada d situ lohh ;P

trus ibunya Alysa dateng mencoba mmbuka pintu itu tp ga berhasil. 

nahh, ga lama itu terlihat kelibat satu sosok seorang ayah dateng mendekat pintu. si ayah Alysa mencoba mmbuka pintu itu dan dia tanpa rasa bingung atau panik mintak kartu yg ga di pake.

ak udah tau apa yg mau dilakuin dahh,mo nyoba bukak la apa lagi.trus dia di kasi kartu bonuslink yg udah ga di pake lagi.

dia trus mencoba tanpa putus asa membuka pintu tersebut dan usahanya berhasil membuka pintu kamar tersebut!

im so stunned and amazed!!! feelings nya itu ga terungkap. seperti wow! 

kalo ak lahh ank yg terkunci di kamar itu, melihat seorang ayah lg usaha bukak pintu sbgtu dan berhasil bukak pintu nya mmg ak akn bisa nangis total krn terharu gtu lohh. mmg cinta seorang ayah tak bisa terungkap. walau gak di tunjukin tp kasih sayangnya bisa di liat pabila terjadi ssuatu kecemasan kea bgni lahh.

ak sm keong sisters ku yg pas kbetulan ada di situ jg merasa seneng banget smpe kta akhirnya loncat hepi2 gtu.

widihh,he is the best !!! THE BEST!!! that nite itself he showed us how responsible he can be to his child. we are so proud of you pak ayep!

ak trus manggil si ayah(pak ayep) SIFU karna pengen belajar teknik bukak pintu kea gtu lohh :D kea maling spt yg d bilang sm pak ayep. biarin, kea maling kek apa kek tp hasilnya pintu kebukak dan ini skalian bisa jadi panduan utk kta kalo pintu pas lagi terkunci.

aku merasa itu lahh perkara paling hebat terjadi bulan ini ato bisa dikatakn plg hebat terjadi taun ini.

sayang pas wktu itu ak ga moto2 krn ga da kamera nya. ak lagi panik jg wktu itu :P tp ternyata si Alysa yg lg d kamar santai2 dan tenang aja gtu lohhh. haha.

once again, ur the best tonight Pak Ayep! ur the BEST!!! all my respect goes to you ^_^

enchore to Pak Ayep!

ps : ak jd lebay kea bgni cuman gara2 itu doang krn aku mmg plg demen liat ssuatu kea mcguyver gtu lohh. again, RESPECT.

Anger Management

im not here to make any review about the movie anger management or anything such like that but rather to talk about how anger triggers in ourself and how does it effect the person in an angry situation and the ppl around them.

How Anger Triggers?

Anger strikes when our mind was not in a stable mood. when our mind are not in a stable mood and there is another negative force that collided with it, anger thus occurs.

so the best advise for those who can get angry easily is to take a deep breath and for a muslim don't forget to zikir and our mind will be at peace.

Experiences

1st experience

i myself was having this problems last time especially during my secondary skool.the worst i've ever done was that I threw a thick math text book to my gym teacher.that is like the worst i've ever did and i regretted my act.sorry teacher :P

 

 

and for my above act i was punished...with 50 demerits,i think or lesser a bit than 50.lucky skool didnt suspend me coz lucky enough for the teacher that she dodge thus it only flew beside her face.but it did touches her hair.haha.

2nd experience :

recently i had seen one of my friend being provoked till he gets angry. it's my first time seeing himself as an angry person tho.


there are reason for every anger and for this fella i think if im not mistaken he was called to work when he already supposedly to have an MC leave. that day we had a lot of work and maybe boss was quite worried that we couldn't finish all the work so he decided to call this fella.


so this fella who usually had the sweetest face had now become an oliver kahn...when i say oliver kahn i do mean the face expression.

no smile no sweet face but only an angry face as if he's going to kill someone.


so, me being a scary cat type of person don't even dare to look at him,well maybe i do had a glimpse of him.lol.he was pissed off , that's for sure.


no need for me to elaborate more as i don't have the appetite to talk about it.makes me scared the hell of him.


3rd experience : 
when a person is angry about something they can do the most unthinkable think which a reasonableman should not do.


they might use black magic and stuff just to make the other person that they had a grudge on suffers.for me that is like the worst thing a person can do to another person.evil as devil i should say.


The Aftermath

what will come after we had let go our anger? either regrets or embarasment or proud that people know how angry you can be. this suddenly reminds me of the Incredible Hulk. it's the best metamorphosis ever expressed in Hollywood i should say though i don't really like the movie :P

well then again what i am trying to show here is that the after effect of it is always bad and rarely it will comes out good. i remember going to skool after the incident with a red face as all the teacher was looking at me when I entered the staff room. wat a douche i could say for my act.

 

Who's on the Winning Side?

For sure at the end we want to know who among those parties that had actually won. was it the one who gets angry or the one assaulted?


the answer is very simple ....


NO ONE WON!!!


wooohooo!


the one who won this would be the devil who poke us with its stick and causes the chaos. the devil will dance around the fire happily seeing we human being assaulting each other.

 ooppss wrong devil :P

yess, devil may look something like this.

and yes they can be the devil in real world as well ;)


as the devil once promise to crush Adam's family they will continued to achieve their vows to God and will continue till the Judgment Day finally comes.


so why shall we let them win?? we should fight as best we can and ensure they failed to fulfill their vows. lets crush em down oh human being!

Emo Mode ON

there it goes again...my emo feelings started again.i hate it.there will always be the time when i'll be an emo girl again.emo emo emo till nothing can be done except listening to emo songs.

just now while i was in the toilet suddenly i had an idea.rather than me wasting my time being an emo agogo person i shud rather do something useful.now im regretting myself for not buying that camcorder that i saw last time at this hypermarket.it should be enough for me as an ameteur to play with it.

wat's the idea??

i've been seeing lots of videos at youtube and now i realise.why there's not many ppl that took the initiative to do their own drama series?

i mean all this while we've been seeing and watching drama series and soap operas on the television rite?those series and soap operas are actually the lebay act that happend in the real world.

i should have started my own video trending also.first step first.

HAVE TO BUY CAMCORDER :p

then...

HAVE TO FIND VICTIM TO BE THE ACTOR & ACTRESS :D

and...

DIRECT A GOOD YOUTUBE SERIES :)

it should be starting soon,real soon while im still waiting for my result.it is very soon before result comes out.im nervous the hell.

pray that im passing my second year so that i can proceed with my final year!

Falsafah Semir Sepatu/Kasut

 
pertama kali aku mencoba semir sepatu secara manual asli total adalah pada tahun 2009, pake kapas+air+semir.

slalu time jaman skolah aku semir pakai yg cairan saja tapi this time i or shall i say we do it manually :)

so jom kita start pasal falsafah semir sepatu...

mesti smua org igt semir spatu tu memenatkan, bosan, takdak faedah dan etc kan? tapi sbnarnya kalau kta btul2 menghayati tentang apa yg di semir,semir hitam itu sendiri, ketumpatan air dan semir yg bercampur dan suasana swaktu kta semir spatu kita akan dapat rasa satu aura yang sangat len dari len.

tiba-tiba ja semir spatu boleh jadi suatu perkara yg menarik tertarik kau memang the bomb! wuhuhuhu

kalu di amati, bila molekul air bercampur dengan semir hitam kita bleh nampak gabungan dua elemen yang menarik yg mencantum satu sama lain. wow! dua elemen tu bergabung dan terhasil lahh molekul yang boleh menggilapkan sepatu hitam.

bila dua elemen itu di apply ke sepatu ternyata tindak balas kimia mula kelihatan walau ia perlu tenaga dan kesabaran utk berjaya melihat hasilnya. 

gosokan yang menggunakan tenaga yang sama dan semangat yang jitu akan memberi hasil yang sangat memuaskan. 

tak boring atau penat sebenarnya kalau kita menghayati kebersamaan elemen air+kapas+semir+spatu bergabung. mereka serasi bersama ^_^

elemen2 tersebut lebih terserlah kalau ia dilakukan bersama2 teman karna ia bkn saje dpt memupuk semangat kebersamaan tapi jg dapat cek&ricek satu sama lain ttg isu semasa (gosip).

bila sepatu mulai menggilap dengan bantuan cuaca yang sgt memberangsangkan semir sepatu boleh menjadi satu aktiviti yang menyihatkan. bukan saja kita dapat melihat hasil titik peluh kita menyemir sepatu tapi kita juga menggalakkan pertumbuhan otot di tangan (naik muscle)

lepas tu kasut kita bukan dah kilat silau milau!!!! nah, tak rasa penat kan. coz bkn ja kita tengok keunikan smua elemen itu bcampur tapi kita juga dapat beriadah dengan cara yang menjimatkan dan tidak mencemarkan alam sekitar.

then apa lagi, p la jemuq sepatu. makin berkilat la sepatu itu!!! woohooo!!!

aku berjaya, hang berjaya, kita berjaya!

Yang Penting Kebersamaannya Bu ....

piss love & gaul.

Malam Gladi Bersih

harini atopun bleh aku katakan lagi 7 jam gladi bersih akn mula. smua dh tito tp cuma aku ja yg still alive n tak hibernate.

pdhl sblm nye dh minum soya dh so senang skit nk tdo tp ntah la...lps tgk pic2 lawak trus tak leh tdo.waka waka eh eh!

time aku rasa nk tdo tba2 aku terdengar satu bunyi aneh...macam bunyi vibrate telfon. tapi masa aku cari2 takdak pn fon yg tgh vibrate.

so bila aku cari2 rupanya bunyii tu dtg dari dedek ihsan shadiqin!!! waahahahaha...dia dengkur bunyi mcm vibrate telfon tu siot. lawak lawak. dah la tu lama plak tu. smpai skrg time aku tulis ni pun aku bleh dgr dia pny vibrate maut tuhh, jajajajaja!

tapi di tengah pagi yg sunyi ni aku tiba2 tingat kat dia. tak salah kalo aku igt dia coz dia kn kwn aku jg cuma yahh bgtulah. susah nk jelaskn relationship ni. nk kata couple tak jugak... nk kata tak couple hmm mcm tak jugak... nk kata dia tak suka aku ntah la... nk kata aku tak suka dia tak jugak... hadeh mak, poning eden pikir camno nak selesaikn mslh ni.

so aku bwt kputusan utk tengok gmbr org2 encem yg aku knai utk lupakan dia bwt smentara....tapi guess wat,fb dia jg yg aku p tgk.dobo.

wat the kucing.

so i decide to go and see others fb dan aku bukak la fb org2 yg aku baru knai nihh...ternyata apa yg aku fkir ttg dia first time aku tengok dia mmg bulls eyes! tepat pada sasaran!

tak sangka psikik aku sekuat ni ye....wagagga, aku merasa bangga bwt seketika.

tiba2 d malam yg sunyi dan di kamar yg bleh di katakan agak keras ni pintu terbukak!! jeng jeng jeng. siapa itu???

alamak...

asepso dgn usher baru blk rupanya. buat gempak ja.

so nk d sambung cita blk la kn, aku rasa mmbr aku yg sorang ni agak cute. well, he was known as alex and he is still C.U.T.E till now to me ^_^

peduli hape kalu dia dh ada gf, aku cuma kata dia cute tp tak kata akucintadia maaa...hahaha.tak salah tak salah.

so skrg ni hobi aku jz tgk muka2 org cute ja.mmg mcm takdak kerja kan.lbh bek aku p keja kat tmpt keja part time aku tu dr bwt keja tak 'fadeah' mcm ni.menyampoh mek.

dah la...dah mati akal nk tulis apa.nk tdoq dlu ahh.esok pagi gladi bersihh.smua nya harus went smooth sailing.ga harus ada cacat celanya besok.sgala2nya akan di uji besok.

so all the best utk PASKIBRA 2010 and may the force be with us.

loph u ariel (less than 3)

miss u alex :P

sayang u mama papa & mommie daddie

hugs to aurora aftermath

gudnite kisses to my fellow mates indah n skna.

Pancasila (dasar negara Republik Indonesia)

apa itu Pancasila? kalo dari bhs sanskrit Pancasila membawa arti Lima Prinsip. Panca - Lima , Sila - Prinsip/Asas

 

1 - ketuhanan yang maha esa

2 - kemanusiaan yang adil dan beradab

3 - persatuan Indonesia

4 - kerakyatan yang dipimpin oleh hikmat kebijaksanaan dalam permusyawaratan perwakilan

 5 - keadilan sosial bagi seluruh rakyat Indonesia

ps : finally i manage to memorise it!

Flying The Flags

there will be two flags that will be flagged on a poll this month, Indonesian flag and Malaysian flag as both nation are having their independence day.

but the most important flag that will be raised would be the Indonesian flag, Sangsaka Merah Putih

my comrades and me will be responsible raising the flag on the 17th of August 2010. it is a big responsibility to us and we really hope with all those training that we had all this while it will came out well and we will make Indonesians feel proud of their country.

17 Agustus tahun 1945. itulah hari kemerdekaan kita. hari merdeka nusa dan bangsa, hari lahirnya bangsa Indonesia. skali merdeka tetap merdeka.

i pray that everything will went smoothly. sunny and windy. just nice and perfect for the Big Day :)

Later on on the 31st of August 2010 is Malaysia's turn to celebrate independence day. too bad i had no involvement with the celebration. 

31 bulan 8 1957 hari mulia, negaraku Merdeka!!! Merdeka, Merdeka, Merdeka ... Merdeka!

The Bombing of Hiroshima & Nagasaki

let's just remember the day Hiroshima and Nagasaki was being bombed by the US whom until now always state particular reason why they did release 'Little Boy' and 'Fat Man'.

there are reasons given but should we accept them as like that?? for me No. watever reason they've given i will still have their image as the bad guy for killing more than 200,000 civilians.

these are the damages done by those two deadly 'creature' created by US.

first picture : Little Boy

though it is called as Little Boy the effect of this bomb causes approximately 70,000 civilians died immediately from the explosion and another 70,000 died due to the radiation within 5years. Hiroshima was the witness for this deadlicious bomb and was the 'lucky' town to be chosen as a witness for the effect. 

there are actually four other towns like Hiroshima itself, Kokura, Nagasaki and Niigata that Uncle Sam had considered but it was released in Hiroshima on 6th August 1945 at 8.15am.

enola gay - B29 bomber plane that was responsible for carrying Little Boy.

the quotation made by the seargent after the release of Little Boy :-

Staff Sergeant George Caron, the tail gunner, described what he saw: "The mushroom cloud itself was a spectacular sight, a bubbling mass of purple-gray smoke and you could see it had a red core in it and everything was burning inside. . . . It looked like lava or molasses covering a whole city. . . ."

two thirds of Hiroshima had been destroyed. 60,000 of 90,000 buildings had been destroyed.

the cloud causes by the effect of Little Boy.

a co-pilot had quoted ....

"Where we had seen a clear city two minutes before, we could no longer see the city. We could see smoke and fires creeping up the sides of the mountains."

 here are some other pictures of Hiroshima's aftermath.

Enough of Hiroshima, let's start talking about Nagasaki.

second picture : Fat Man

the name's Fat Man must have bring the thought that it would had a bigger impact than Little Boy as it is fatter than the earlier bomb.

the thing is, it effect lesser than Little Boy.

this plane was responsible for the second disaster.

Fat Man was carried by Bock's Car, another B29 bomber plane.

 the bomb was released just after three days Little Boy was released in Hiroshima. this time Nagasaki was the 'lucky' city.

On the 9th of August 1945 at 11.02 am Fat Man was released.

the famous 'mushroom cloud' over the bombing of Nagasaki that causes 70,000 civilians to be dead by the end of the year.

although the effect was not as great as Little Boy it did causes damage to the city as approximately 40percent was destroyed.

Fujie Urata Matsumoto, a survivor, shares one scene:

The pumpkin field in front of the house was blown clean. Nothing was left of the whole thick crop, except that in place of the pumpkins there was a woman's head. I looked at the face to see if I knew her. It was a woman of about forty. She must have been from another part of town -- I had never seen her around here. A gold tooth gleamed in the wide-open mouth. A handful of singed hair hung down from the left temple over her cheek, dangling in her mouth. Her eyelids were drawn up, showing black holes where the eyes had been burned out. . . . She had probably looked square into the flash and gotten her eyeballs burned.

Kayano Nagai, another survivor had commented over the bombing effect...

I saw the atom bomb. I was four then. I remember the cicadas chirping. The atom bomb was the last thing that happened in the war and no more bad things have happened since then, but I don't have my Mummy any more. So even if it isn't bad any more, I'm not happy.

let's just pray that those souls that had been taken away due to the effect of war may rest in peace.

PEACE NO WAR

Jalan Ohh Jalan

harini swaktu dlm perjalanan ke tempat kerja aku mengharungi pelbagai dugaan. dah la aku lambat nk p kerja. haih...macam2 dugaan kalu kta dh terlambat nk p ssuatu tmpt tu.ada saja yg buat kita tambah lambat.

jalan pertama : Jalan Yeap Chor Ee

aku dh kuar lambat dr umah nk p tmpt keja so aku rasa elok pkai jalan atas a.k.a kg kastam dan yeap chor ee, jln tu cpt skit kdg2. mula2 aok ja masa tgh naik kat area kg kastam. tau2 ada satu keta kancil ni buat pe'el dia plak time nk lps trafik dan masuk YCE.

time kat trafic light tu lampu dh hijau,kancil tu jln punya la seelooowwwww smpai aku pn dh mula berhangin skit. awat la drebar tu p bawak lembab sangat nihh??? dah la trafic light kat situ kdg2 tukar merah punya cpt.

lepas aku bertahan separuh jiwaku dengan pe'el keta tu aku pn potong la,apa lagi. bila aku potong aku tengok la drebar tu. eh,tau2 dia tgh mintak2 roti kat orang sbelah dia pastu nk mkn roti tu plak! patut la td masa nk belok bkn main slow lagi.rupa2nya tengah bertukar2 roti...bodo!

jalan kedua : Jalan Masjid Negeri

masa aku lalu kat jln masjid negeri ni aku pun tak sangka jalan tak brapa jam sangat. so aku pun agak bertrima kasih dgn kondisi trafik harini. eh, tau2 ada satu keta saga blm sejibik mcm yg aku pkai ni bawak mcm anjing tgh mabok plak. menyampah geiger muller aku dibuatnya.

nak bawak keta tu bawak la leklok skit,ni tak,sat2 p kanan sat2 p kiri.then utk puas hatikan diri drebar keta tu dia dok tengah2 line putih,mau puas hati dia dok buat orang tencen stengah mati dgn cara dia bwk keta.

aku slalunya maleh nk hon keta yg bawak camtu cuma aku nnt ushar rapat ja diorang yg tak bermatadun ni. tapi harini exceptional. aku dh lambat dan aku cukup pantang kalo aku dh lambat org laen melambat2kan lagi perjalanan aku.

apa lagi, hon maut la skali aku bagi!

 

 
nah,pastu baru drebar tu reti plak bawak straight dlm satu lane. aku ushar arr apa lagi. yahhh,dua gendut tgh sembang rancak memenda ntah dlm keta tu.laki pulak tuhh.ni yg buat aku tmbh hangin satu badwan.

jalan ketiga : Jalan Sultan Ahmad Shah

ini jalan bikin aku paling bengang sebengang2nya. leklok aku ingat leh smpai awal kat opis tau2 rancangan aku terbantut lagi....

bila dh smpai kat dpn bangunan mayfair tu jalan ttba ja macet a.k.a jam. stop trus smua keta! time tu dh kul 1.45pm, aku kena msuk keja kul 2pm.dobo dobo dobo.

then aku pn dh mula terpikir macam2 alternatif, samada park jeuh2 kat citibank or masuk kat skolah pmpn ape ntah n park kat ctu.gila ke tak aku time tu coz aku mmg dh terdesak super pny nk smpai cpt tmpt keja,taknak lmbt coz nk kekalkn rekod bersih aku tu le.

keta masih tak jalan2 dan aku dh stuck kat dpn citibank dkt 5min.thus its already 1.50pm.baki waktu tinggal lagi 10minit ja.mana aku dh tak tahan nk terkucil lagi.urghhhh...

smua keta pn akhirnya mula bergerak sejemput jemput dan akhirnya aku smpai kat jalan dpn bangunan aku keja tu.aku ada kat jalan dpn bangunan tmpt aku keja tu dlm kul 1.55pm. baru smpai dpn bangunan,tu blom d kira sampai tu coz aku nk kena buat satu pusingan maut dlu kat u-turn kat skolah st.xaviers yg masih lagi 500m d hadapan.

mmg time tu aku tengok jm tangan aku dh buat aku makin gabra maut dh. time tu dh kul 1.57 dah kot dan aku tak buat u-turn jauh tu lagi.gerenti kalu aku p smpi tmpt u-turn tu aku mesti masuk keja lambat nyer.

so bila smua keta dah tak bergerak seiinci pn lagi aku buat keputusan nk potong jalan ja.nk trus masuk tmpt parking berbayar(slalu aku park kat tmpt yg byr murah,kat lorong tepi bridal house).aku bwt keputusan camtu sbb keta aku dok tengah stop kat ctu.so,drpd aku sayang duit rm3 lebih baik aku pkai dr aku smpi tempat keja lambat dan menghancurkn rekod bersih aku.

nasib keta arah btentangan tu bagi aku jalan,tu pun sbb jln sbelah tu tengah jam jg kalu tak mau dia senang2 nk bg aku jalan.aku pn dh beam2 trus kat dia mintak jalan.hahaha.itulah gaya desperado nk mintak jalan.

bila dh park keta jgn ingat aku dh slamat leh smpai at the right time coz aku kena lintas jalan raya yg tgh sibuk tu.ni la yg aku paling takut skali.aku takut ada keta tetiba ja mai langgaq aku time aku tengah kalih arah len nak lintas jalan.almaklumlah,line putih kat jalan tu kecik n mmg hayaba pn kalu nk lintas kat ctu.

hayaba mayaba,peduli apa aku.time tu aku diselamatkan oleh sebuah teksi yg kbetulan nk masuk bridal house.so smua keta pn benti so aku pn lintas la.ni kira plg cpt la aku melintas kat jalan tu.jln sbelah lagi plak nasib keta tengah jln slow bleh aku angkat tangan tunjuk ketiak aku kat depa suruh depa lebih slow down keta and hati2 dgn kehadiran aku kat jln.

berlari-lari anak lah aku p nek opis.terkejar-kejar aku time nk msuk lif.nsb kaki tak shangkut kat pintu lif :P

elok ja smpi tgkt 4 aku takdak pikir panjang lagi.trus aku lari p toilet! aku dh tak tahan tahap cipan nk kencing dh!!! 

fuhh,,lega.....

aku pun dengan 'bangla' nya masuk opis dan bila aku tengok jm dinding opis aku skali lagi merasa 'bangla' sbb aku smpi tpt pada waktu nya.muahaha!

konklusi : jangan keluar on time dari umah dan rancanglah perjalanan dengan baik ^_^

Me & My Openness

there are always risk being a truthful person. and i think im in trouble bcoz of that. damn. the moment i tot everything is going to be alright and smooth it become like this.

i rather tell the truth (certain time) rather than not being truthful but caught up later.

omg, i hope what i tot is not true, i hope it is just my wrong instinct.

this therapist need her own time now to 'therapise' herself. but to be honest i have no time to pamper myself now and 'therapise' myself.

there are lots other ppl that needs me. i just have to be careful with my words from now on. more extra careful eventhough it is just for fun when i post it. coz some ppl may tot that what i state is the truth although the real truth was not it.

pfffttt, i hate being talkative at blog. wish i could just silent out myself for a while. 'fasting' blog should be good since i already started 'fasting' fb.

i dunno for how long 'this' can last but i hope it can come true finally, coz if it does i want 'this' to be the last one. ever and after.

Alex oh Alex , David Villa oh David Villa

Title mmg takdak kena mengena dengan vdo tp just tiba2 rasa nk boh nama tu.

buat aku tingat seseorang.

:P

hope to see you soon alex

:)

ps: just like to cuci mata. he's too cute to be missed out!