Malaysia v Indonesia (Final 1)

tiba2 swaktu aku hendak menulis blog ini lagu Trouble is a Friend keluar. haha. so cun man!

so this weekend is the game that was most anticipated i guess between Malaysia and Indonesia. both are now considered as the biggest power in Asia .

both of the team has made it to the final. 

CONGRATS TO BOTH OF THE TEAM!!!

for this final game im in dilemma to choose which team im supposed to lay my support on. well, to clear things up for those who does not know why it is so difficult for me to choose a team let me elaborate about myself.

i was born in the beautiful island of Penang, Malaysia. i was raised here in Malaysia. but my origins are actually from Indonesia. dad is an indonesian and mom was an indonesian :P she had to change her citizenship to make our life much more simpler ;D but she is still so so attached to her Indonesian lifestyle and language.

so my friends are consist of both Malaysian and Indonesian. both country serve me well and i serve them well too.

i join Paskibra (Pasukan Kibar Bendera) for three consecutive year for Indonesian Independence Day. i join most of the Kenegaraan activities organize by Malaysian government and i paid my tax ya ;>

so when people ask me which team im laying my support to i have to answer both as im not sure which team to give the full support.in dilemma!

But BUT buT

after re-considering the taunting remarks made by few Indonesian especially those whom i know towards Malaysia i have decided to give my full support to MALAYSIA!

hope my fellow Indonesian will not be angry with me.im doing my duty and im serving my service to the country that has made my life easier in so many terms. so far the government is in good terms with me :P so far la ... haha.

what can i say is that both teams are equally strong. now for me is the matter who has the strong and good strategic plan & strong mental and physical only.

the rest i will comment it later.

the point is no matter how good you are in anything don't have this OVERCONFIDENT attitude with you.although to be honest the players must have some confident but don't be too confident when it comes to facing our opponent. plus in front of home supporter. 

another thing is that don't let the nervous feelings overcome your spirit to fight for your country. coz it will ruin all the trainings that you have gone through. this is based on my own experience and to be honest i still can't overcome my nervous feeling especially when it comes to examination time. i almost forget everything that i have studied for! damn!

so last word from me is ....

GO MALAYSIA GO MALAYSIA GO MALAYSIA!!!

BE PROUD SERVING YOUR COUNTRY!!! 

BE PROUD WEARING THE JERSEY!!!

BE PROUD BRINGING MALAYSIA TO THE AFF Suzuki Cup Final!!!

FIGHT TILL THE LAST SWEAT AND TILL YOU CAN'T EVEN FEEL YOUR LEG ANYMORE!!!

MALAYSIA BOLEH!

Love at First Sight - Wislawa Szymborska

Both are convinced

that a sudden surge of emotion bound them together.

Beautiful is such a certainty,

but uncertainty is more beautiful.

Because they didn't know each other earlier, they suppose that 

nothing was happening between them.

What of the streets, stairways and corridors

where they could have passed each other long ago?

I'd like to ask them 

whether they remember-- perhaps in a revolving door 

ever being face to face?

an "excuse me" in a crowd

or a voice "wrong number" in the receiver.

But i know their answer:

no, they don't remember.

They'd be greatly astonished

to learn that for a long time

chance had been playing with them.

Not yet wholly ready 

to transform into fate for them

it approached them, then backed off,

stood in their way

and suppressing a giggle

jumped to the side.

There were signs, signals :

but what of it if they were illegible.

Perhaps three years ago,

or last Tuesday

did a certain leaflet fly

from shoulder to shoulder?

There was something lost and picked up.

Who knows but what it was a ball

in the bushes of childhood.

There were doorknobs and bells

on which earlier

touch piled on touch.

Bags beside each other in the luggage room.

Perhaps they had the same dream on a certain night,

suddenly erased after waking.

Every beginning

is but a continuation,

and the book of events

is never more than half open.

-translated by Walter Whipple

Cari Jodoh. Finding Soulmate.

well well well

my mom finally talked about it with me

about what ???

well, about my love life. all i can say is that my mom worried so badly that i will not find a partner. like what she said ...

"remember, your getting older and not younger.how old are you now?and there is still no sign of you having any boyfriend or someone special it seems."

there's a reason why she out of a sudden talked about this matter when most of the time she rather kept quiet about it and not discussing about this matter.

it start with a doctor i met at my work place ...

i told mom that early in the morning around 10.45am i met one of the doctor that was supervising me when i was admitted at the general hospital.

*im actually wondering what this doctor was doing at that particular of time at a food court when he was supposed to be at the hospital to treat the patient*

well, then i told her that in the evening i met the same doctor and this time around he brought along another very familiar doctor with him. he was whom that was referred by my mom as 'Dr.Bius' though he was not him.

Dr.Bius was another guy 

 but my mom mistakenly thought he was him. pfftt. told her so many times but she still won't believe me and said i was wrong when she was actually the one that is wrong.

the time when i saw the 'Dr.Bius' i was really hoping that he will be there with him too but too bad he was not there with the doctors ... so sad!

alright,let's proceed with my mom ...

she then told me ...

" 'Dr.Bius' was a very handsome man and i bet the mother in law who have him as their son in law must be proud having him as their daughter's partner"

i knew she was hinting on something but i just ignore her. i kept on telling her that he is not Dr.Bius and then i tested her again about him ...

"since you spotted the wrong Dr.Bius, maybe the person that you thought as he was not him but other person that looks like him.are you sure??"

then mom answered me back with hell of a confidence ...

"YES I'M SURE. definitely the one that i saw at the gynecology a.k.a pakar sakit puan department is him. i am sure. i still remember his face very clearly. i even remembered what he wears on the last day we met him. it's light brown shirt."

then i responded ...

"erm, i thought he was wearing light blue shirt mom. i think you got the wrong person again."




:P

then mom answered me back ...

"he was wearing light brown. i remembered him! he was the one who went ups and down of the hospital just to search for Dr.Lim right?"

wahh, well spotted mom. that is him. then i responded her again ...


"yeah that's him. are you sure that is him? which room did he entered into?"


mom ...


"he entered room no 9 and again YES that was him, NO DOUBT."








so now did you get the story?? that was how all this conversation about finding soulmate started. and it doesn't stop right there. it continues till night when she watched a tv programme about couple that got married at young age.

she kept on looking and smiling towards me everytime they talked about something similar towards my situation. i tried to runaway and i failed.


i even told her that its up to you whether you wanna introduce me to any nice man out there but i said it clearly to her that i prefer to find my soulmate/partner/jodoh my ownself & i don't want my mom to introduce me to any of my brother's friend!


she scolded me and said ...


"but what if your brother's friend is the good man that you're looking for?"


me said ...


"i can't see any of them that fits my criteria and type. sorry mom, it's a No No."


she seems a lil bump out by my statement. but you know what i made it clear to her what i want and im glad i told her that. i just wished that i will have more courage to tell her that i like sum1, the person that you always met but not me and still wondering why its you who always met him and not me.


i totally fell in love with him like how i fell in love with mamat paling handsome last time. these are the two men that i really know that i can confidently said as my Love at First Sight(Site).


i dreamt something about Dr.Teoh last 2 days and it was horrible! the most horrible dream about him and that was the only dream about him and it turned out horribly. 

* oshkoshbgosh - another way of me saying Gosh :P *

still i hope to see him again


those hope will never fade away.

Penang Has It All

i live in Penang.

i grew up in Penang.

and 

i love Penang so much!

there are a lot of places that you can visit and do in Penang. basically ...

every place are DIFFERENT!

every food are DELICIOUS!

everyone are SPECIAL & UNIQUE!

everything about Penang are SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCOUS!!!

well, maybe i am a bit overwhelmed about my Penang but that is what i feel about my beloved state. i can't seem to be far away from the state. 

i don't like KL in a way.

the food sucks & expensive.

but i do have to admit the transportation are kinda good especially LRT & MONORAIL

but good news about Penang is that now Penang transportation are getting better compared to last time. when i say last time i do refer to the old yellow buses and mini buses. but yellow bus or another type called as Hin Bus aint that bad compared to mini bus. that mini bus just suffers you like HELL!

 

now Rapid Penang are taking over as the main bus transportation. no more mini buses that's for sure. but still seeing a few of the Hin Bus and yellow bus tho.

what i can say about transportation is that it has changed and improve a lot. the buses hub at komtar has really changed and im proud of the improvement made to the place. now all the passanger will be able to estimate the time they should expect the buses to come.

~to be continue~

Sepoi Sang Cinta

entah kenapa ak merasa begini...ak seorang yg single merasa seperti sedang bakal mengkhianati lelaki yg ak cintai kala ak merasa suka pd lelaki lain.

ohh Allah .... bagaimana hendak mengubati perasaan ak yg tidak pasti ini dan tolonglah Ya 

Allah ... pertemukanlah kami !

ak sentiasa mencari peluang utk bertemu dia dgn melewati tmpt kerjanya dan sebagainya tapi masih tidak berjumpa.

sehari2 ak ke tempat kerja ak seperti sehari2 ak ke tempat kerja dia. ak dan dia bagai bekerja di tempat yg sama tapi tidak pernah berjumpa.

jadi teringat pada dia setiap kali ak duduk , makan , mengelamun , memandu , menonton tv ,  mendengar lagu dan sbgnya.

kami berdua bagai dua insan yang kehilangan bayang2. hujan sentiasa turun setiap hari membasahi hati kami yang gersang.

bila gersang ini kan berakhir???

angin sepoi korea sentiasa bertiup untuk mengingatkan kami berdua tentang kehangatan cinta masing2 yang tidak dapat bersatu.

satukanlah kami

berikan kami hak yang termaktub di dalam akta manusia sejagat

ak kan sentiasa menunggu dan mencari dia

harapan ku hanya mengharap dia mempunyai perasaan yg sama spt ak...sepertinya ia....tapi entah....

tolonglah ya Allah.

peluang2 terakhir ku bakal berakhir. pertemukanlah kami.walau apa halangan ak berharap ak dapat menempuhinya.

kuatkanlah jodoh kami.

satukanlah kami.

AMIN

Hari Posting Bahasa Aidilia Carmeau

kali ni ak akan posting bahasa campur baur. peduli apa aku. harini ak menjadi sangat pissed off dengan si BOZOS ni.

dah 2 kali dah tu. ak tau la ak ni jz kuli ja tapi sampai hati weh ak dibuat macam orang yg tak berguna. macam ak takdak benda lain lagi nak buat. tau la die tu cibuk tapi pade2 la skit kan!

dah la ak KESEJOOKAN stengah mati, nak kencing SATU STENGAH PUNDI & last2 die buat ak sakit hati SETENGAH HATI ak plak.

cuba bayangkan kalu kita campurkan smua tu dan kali perasaan lapar yang teramat sangat tolak kebosanan bahagi perasaan mengantuk equals tooooo ???

MARAH, BT, GERAM, MELUAT, MENYAMPAH, BENCI, NAIK HANGIN.

aku kan ... aku kan ... urghhh. dah la ak cukup tak sabar bab2 menunggu ni. tggu selama 1jam 15menit akn lebih memeritkan jikalau tak sebab ada tv kat ctu. nsb ada cita taiwan yg bleh tahan best. layan jgk.

sembang2 dgn amoi sushi, uncle ga jelas dan pakistani ....

elok2 ada fon call yg ak tggu2 dan ak igt dah smpai la tapi ak jadi geram tahap GABAN. die bleh tny lg ak katne???

trus ak jadi lebih lapar!

mata ak dok tengok kat cucur udang ja tapi malangnya harini cucur udang tak bukak!!!! aku lapaq geiger muller !!! 

akhirnya ak menjamah sushi lagi ...

hampir nak nangis ak dibuatnye. trus dia suruh ank buah die plak call ak kononnya nk suruh tlg ak or tny mcmne ak nk angkat barang2 la tu kot.

tak menjadi la tektik hang!

ak dah geram gila time tu kot. so sebab ak marah sangat ak pun bawak la kreta tahap knight rider. 

peduli apa aku. kalu ak mati it's their FAULT!

skarang marah pun tak guna dah. smua dah reda. dan trima kasih sbb buat ak tggu lama dlm keadaan yg sgt sejook ak sakit TEKAK. tengkiu lah bro. respect lu.

ak akhiri dengan serangkap pantun ...

ak bawak Saga , hang bawak Toyota,

lantak p kat hampa la! ak peduli apa!

dah takmau tau da. ak kerja utk duit saja.

dapat cukup duit ak blah la. 

ps : ak naif btul in love aspect. budus. wake up & smell the BOOST gal.

Jensen Ackles

what can i say about him is ...

HE IS SO HAWT!

<3 <3 <3

just look at this perfect physical creature

and this

the best of all ...

fuhh!!! hotness!

anyway, i become like this due to the aftermath of Supernatural. it happends every Tuesday.

just looking at him will heal all my sorrow and problems.

ok enough.

i should go get some sleep.

chiao.

xoxo dr.teoh <3

No Title

i don't think there should be any title for my blog this time. it such a waste of time to think what title should i put. it took a very long time and i decided No Title shud be the best.

today i had my medical check up routine at GH. appointment on my card stated 10am as the time but im still at home and the time was already 9.50am. so basically im gonna be late but it's ok. it doesn't matter coz at the end i still have to wait.

i reached GH around 10.20am. i drop my card at the appointment box. weird, today there's not many people there as usual...

but still i had to wait tho.

after 10minutes they called my name

"Aidilia Bt Kadiran"

*flip flap flip flap*

*srek srek srek*

"here's your receipt"

*rm5 given for the payment*

searching for a seat. found a spot. a nice one. but surrounded by elderly,pffft.

eyes stared on the tv dat was turned on and was glad looking at it coz they're showing Detective Conan! 

i looked again at my waiting number and the room i was supposed to enter. it was stated there ...

*Room 3, 32*

ok. then i glance through for the room and saw it. a bit stunned but cared less about it as it seems quite normal already ...

*Room 3, 9*

i heard a commotion beside me. they (the elderly) were complaining about the time it took for those number to actually change. i heard one gentleman said  ...

"for the number to change to the current number 9 it took 1 hour. how long can it be before its my number??"

another gentleman said ...

"i think if go for a cup of coffee by the time i came back they should already called my name. im going now.see you later"

and you know what, even after he had his coffee and bfast his number was still not called.

few cheet chat and complains was then heard again. mostly from elderly.

im getting the hang of waiting for few hours before the doctor see me so i said nothing. wanted to tell them that today was actually a bit better than the other days but i restrain myself from saying it. hahha.

since i can't stand the crowd and the bodyache suffered as a result of sitting too long with the elderly i decided to take my medical report that i requested last time at the Record Office first.

it was quite far but at least time consuming which mean wasting my ample time before finally the doctor called my number.

the time when i came back to the clinic the number did move from 10 (before i leave the number finally changed) to 14. the gentleman beside me that was complaining about the time it took for the number to change had already been inside the room.

so i have to continue waiting till my number 32.

i looked at my watch and it was stated 12.15pm. the number at that time was 27. pfftt. another 5 more ppl then im finally be called in.

12.45 mom called me asking where the heck am i at that time and wondering what took me so long just for medical check up??

i answered her questions and finally around 1pm they called my number.

YES!

FINALLY!

routine check up with different doc this time. i prefer dr.lim, we speak on better terms. 

so the lady doc asked me whether there was anything that affect me in any part or any complaints after the operation took place?

i told her that i had lost my feeling sensation on my upper right hand and armpit area. it's totally senseless!

then she told me the doctor must've burned the feeling sensation nerve.

ouch!thanks so much dr for burning my sensation feeling.....

but then she told me again that it might recover but unsure of the certainty of recovery. but at least it wouldn't effect me so much,only the lost of sensation only.

then my search begin for dr.teoh.

 he somewhat look like him.esp the spec.

~to be continue~

THEY, That We Cared Less

the earth says Hello!

people in the world put your hands in the air

*whoot whoot*

ok,lets cut the crap.

i kinda like the new job im doing now.its very relaxing and no one to boss me around although sometimes it can be super dry a.k.a dead bored.

but sitting at that place allows me to look around,see the people around me,the way they act,walk and talk. 

the way they laugh 

and much more

among all we can also see a different kind of people and evaluating all of them is fun and funny and sometimes can be a bit gross too (seriously gross)

anyway,the place im referring to would be the food court.here in Penang we mixed around. there are Chinese, Malay, Indian and even Pakistani.

the Pakistani are the cleaners here at the food court.you or should i say WE might sometimes think that the work they are doing are kinda gross or like what the Malays like to address as 'geli'.

but you know what,without them we customers will not have a clean table at all time.we should thank them.

anyway,what is the first impression that you have the first time you're looking at these people?? like the foreigners who work in a way that people of that country would not even want to work? you might think they had no ambition or illiterate or sometimes some people might think that they (we people) are way much smarter than those low class workers.

i had this chance of talking to two of the workers who work at the food court. they shared few things about their life, work and their wishes with me. can you even imagine what is the outcome of that cheet chat? 

SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS!

the first Pakistani worker that i talked with had shared few stories with me about his family and his life here in Penang,Malaysia.

Mohammad Hafisz, the name of the Pakistani worker that i talked with had just set his foot to this beloved Penang for 4 month. he left his 2 brothers, a sister and his parents at Pakistan just to work at this country.

his father possess a MBA and the brothers and sister are studying at the University currently. his interest in school and till he studied at college was only towards Mechanical. when he reached Penang in the first place his intention was to work under mechanical sectors but instead he had now become a security guard.

he complained about few things like the food and maybe environment. the food in Penang does not suit his taste bud i guess. after all he just been here for 4 month,so i don't blame him.

the second guy introduced himself as Anwar Shadiq(or something,im only sure of Anwar but not the last name tho,ooppppss)

he shocked me for a while when i asked him his age.he is soon reaching 18years old. 18 years old!!! can you imagine at the age of 18 years old he had already travel that far just to work. at that age i am still taking my a-level and still depending on parents fully.

well,his story was a bit different than Hafisz. he was already in Malaysia since he was 14years old. he attended his schooling days here in Malaysia.he manage to sit for PMR examination but then he had to returned back to Pakistan. but then he came again to study and sit for SPM examination.

he said PMR is tougher than SPM.weird.but kinda true.

when i asked him what is he going to do after he receive his exam result he said that he's really interested to study again.so i ask ...

"any specific course that you intend to take?"

"yes.i want to take engineering"

"engineering??!wow...that is really tough and time consuming ya'know"

"what to do,i like engineering"

and imagine how embarass was i when i asked him how tough is the exam. he said that the exam was easy! when i took my exam it was as hard as i can't imagine. pffft. and this guy just said it is very simple. how pissed off i can be now???!!!

see !!! how big is their ambition?? really big. and they really hope that they can sail through their life at the place whom no one cares about them or their life. i wonder how strong they can be to go through all this? i can't possibly be as strong as them.

lucky i never interviewed or talk with the other fellow if not i can't imagine what other shocking stories i would've heard.

Hafisz told me that i am the only person who would wanna talked to him at that place. the rest don't even look at him with a friendly look and more like strangers although he is a stranger in the first place :P

well,im glad that i did that.the more friends the merrier it can be.i wish to make friends not enemy

let the dream begins!

let love be your energy! (thanks robbie for the lovely quotation)

let sleep be your vitamin *wat the heck*

till then ...

xoxo dr.teoh <3 <3 <3