Friday, June 20, 2008

a total confusion!

right now im torn between two though..im confused with myself also coz if i decided to take one turn,it would result with some clash between me n my fren.and if i take another turn,i would have to sacrifice myself lo.but still i dun suffer that much coz that decision oso is not certain(im not sure whether the turn would get the same result).but now honestly im always thinking about him only and that is a dangerous thing to happend.i cant betray my fren bt at the same time i like him.but honestly,which one is more important??frenship or love??for me it would be friendship coz we cant really find a true friend and once we find them we should appreciate them.

i have to stay focus with pengsan only but still im not sure whether pengsan like me or not.haih,wat a bummer!wish that he could confess to me(dream on).but still i honestly cant denied my own feelings and i kinda think bout 'shah reza' look-a-like.he's cute!!wat else do you need??!hehehe...but i bet lots of girl likes him and had a crush on him and this includes the patient themself.like me,im the person who bring or ascorted the patient and still fall in love at him,haha!i can easily fall to people esp if they are cute!dun blame me bcoz im just being a girl.hahaha...!