Jensen Ackles

what can i say about him is ...

HE IS SO HAWT!

<3 <3 <3

just look at this perfect physical creature

and this

the best of all ...

fuhh!!! hotness!

anyway, i become like this due to the aftermath of Supernatural. it happends every Tuesday.

just looking at him will heal all my sorrow and problems.

ok enough.

i should go get some sleep.

chiao.

xoxo dr.teoh <3

No Title

i don't think there should be any title for my blog this time. it such a waste of time to think what title should i put. it took a very long time and i decided No Title shud be the best.

today i had my medical check up routine at GH. appointment on my card stated 10am as the time but im still at home and the time was already 9.50am. so basically im gonna be late but it's ok. it doesn't matter coz at the end i still have to wait.

i reached GH around 10.20am. i drop my card at the appointment box. weird, today there's not many people there as usual...

but still i had to wait tho.

after 10minutes they called my name

"Aidilia Bt Kadiran"

*flip flap flip flap*

*srek srek srek*

"here's your receipt"

*rm5 given for the payment*

searching for a seat. found a spot. a nice one. but surrounded by elderly,pffft.

eyes stared on the tv dat was turned on and was glad looking at it coz they're showing Detective Conan! 

i looked again at my waiting number and the room i was supposed to enter. it was stated there ...

*Room 3, 32*

ok. then i glance through for the room and saw it. a bit stunned but cared less about it as it seems quite normal already ...

*Room 3, 9*

i heard a commotion beside me. they (the elderly) were complaining about the time it took for those number to actually change. i heard one gentleman said  ...

"for the number to change to the current number 9 it took 1 hour. how long can it be before its my number??"

another gentleman said ...

"i think if go for a cup of coffee by the time i came back they should already called my name. im going now.see you later"

and you know what, even after he had his coffee and bfast his number was still not called.

few cheet chat and complains was then heard again. mostly from elderly.

im getting the hang of waiting for few hours before the doctor see me so i said nothing. wanted to tell them that today was actually a bit better than the other days but i restrain myself from saying it. hahha.

since i can't stand the crowd and the bodyache suffered as a result of sitting too long with the elderly i decided to take my medical report that i requested last time at the Record Office first.

it was quite far but at least time consuming which mean wasting my ample time before finally the doctor called my number.

the time when i came back to the clinic the number did move from 10 (before i leave the number finally changed) to 14. the gentleman beside me that was complaining about the time it took for the number to change had already been inside the room.

so i have to continue waiting till my number 32.

i looked at my watch and it was stated 12.15pm. the number at that time was 27. pfftt. another 5 more ppl then im finally be called in.

12.45 mom called me asking where the heck am i at that time and wondering what took me so long just for medical check up??

i answered her questions and finally around 1pm they called my number.

YES!

FINALLY!

routine check up with different doc this time. i prefer dr.lim, we speak on better terms. 

so the lady doc asked me whether there was anything that affect me in any part or any complaints after the operation took place?

i told her that i had lost my feeling sensation on my upper right hand and armpit area. it's totally senseless!

then she told me the doctor must've burned the feeling sensation nerve.

ouch!thanks so much dr for burning my sensation feeling.....

but then she told me again that it might recover but unsure of the certainty of recovery. but at least it wouldn't effect me so much,only the lost of sensation only.

then my search begin for dr.teoh.

 he somewhat look like him.esp the spec.

~to be continue~

THEY, That We Cared Less

the earth says Hello!

people in the world put your hands in the air

*whoot whoot*

ok,lets cut the crap.

i kinda like the new job im doing now.its very relaxing and no one to boss me around although sometimes it can be super dry a.k.a dead bored.

but sitting at that place allows me to look around,see the people around me,the way they act,walk and talk. 

the way they laugh 

and much more

among all we can also see a different kind of people and evaluating all of them is fun and funny and sometimes can be a bit gross too (seriously gross)

anyway,the place im referring to would be the food court.here in Penang we mixed around. there are Chinese, Malay, Indian and even Pakistani.

the Pakistani are the cleaners here at the food court.you or should i say WE might sometimes think that the work they are doing are kinda gross or like what the Malays like to address as 'geli'.

but you know what,without them we customers will not have a clean table at all time.we should thank them.

anyway,what is the first impression that you have the first time you're looking at these people?? like the foreigners who work in a way that people of that country would not even want to work? you might think they had no ambition or illiterate or sometimes some people might think that they (we people) are way much smarter than those low class workers.

i had this chance of talking to two of the workers who work at the food court. they shared few things about their life, work and their wishes with me. can you even imagine what is the outcome of that cheet chat? 

SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS!

the first Pakistani worker that i talked with had shared few stories with me about his family and his life here in Penang,Malaysia.

Mohammad Hafisz, the name of the Pakistani worker that i talked with had just set his foot to this beloved Penang for 4 month. he left his 2 brothers, a sister and his parents at Pakistan just to work at this country.

his father possess a MBA and the brothers and sister are studying at the University currently. his interest in school and till he studied at college was only towards Mechanical. when he reached Penang in the first place his intention was to work under mechanical sectors but instead he had now become a security guard.

he complained about few things like the food and maybe environment. the food in Penang does not suit his taste bud i guess. after all he just been here for 4 month,so i don't blame him.

the second guy introduced himself as Anwar Shadiq(or something,im only sure of Anwar but not the last name tho,ooppppss)

he shocked me for a while when i asked him his age.he is soon reaching 18years old. 18 years old!!! can you imagine at the age of 18 years old he had already travel that far just to work. at that age i am still taking my a-level and still depending on parents fully.

well,his story was a bit different than Hafisz. he was already in Malaysia since he was 14years old. he attended his schooling days here in Malaysia.he manage to sit for PMR examination but then he had to returned back to Pakistan. but then he came again to study and sit for SPM examination.

he said PMR is tougher than SPM.weird.but kinda true.

when i asked him what is he going to do after he receive his exam result he said that he's really interested to study again.so i ask ...

"any specific course that you intend to take?"

"yes.i want to take engineering"

"engineering??!wow...that is really tough and time consuming ya'know"

"what to do,i like engineering"

and imagine how embarass was i when i asked him how tough is the exam. he said that the exam was easy! when i took my exam it was as hard as i can't imagine. pffft. and this guy just said it is very simple. how pissed off i can be now???!!!

see !!! how big is their ambition?? really big. and they really hope that they can sail through their life at the place whom no one cares about them or their life. i wonder how strong they can be to go through all this? i can't possibly be as strong as them.

lucky i never interviewed or talk with the other fellow if not i can't imagine what other shocking stories i would've heard.

Hafisz told me that i am the only person who would wanna talked to him at that place. the rest don't even look at him with a friendly look and more like strangers although he is a stranger in the first place :P

well,im glad that i did that.the more friends the merrier it can be.i wish to make friends not enemy

let the dream begins!

let love be your energy! (thanks robbie for the lovely quotation)

let sleep be your vitamin *wat the heck*

till then ...

xoxo dr.teoh <3 <3 <3

Alcohol According to the Islamic Perspective

it was very interesting to me that my friend had said something rather odd to me yesterday. first i was just shocked but then i thought i was wrong (i always had those kind of thoughts although certain times i know im right) .

he was saying something to me about alcohol and islamic view of it. he told me that according to the islamic perspective alcohol is not haram or illicit/forbidden but rather makruh or dislike/offensive act. 

haram - you do it you've sinned

makruh - you do it you don't get pahala or rewards . you don't do it you get pahala.

so as i had promised him i will google it back home.

i did my homework. and here's the result.

according to the Official Website of Malaysian Fatwa (the bodies where islamic scholars will discuss about certain issues regarding islam) this is what was stated ...

RESULT

 Muzakarah Fatwa Committee of the National Council for Islamic Affairs Malaysia Kali Ke-7 met on 11 to 12 April 1984 to discuss Alcohol From an Islamic Perspective. Muzakarah has decided that:

• Any liquor containing alcohol. Not all the alcohol contains alcohol. Alcohol is the process of making wine kosher law, but alcohol was not made through the legal process of making wine, but not haram drink unclean.

• Soft drinks are made the same way with either a wine contains some alcohol or distilled alcohol is illegal to be drunk.

• Soft drinks are made not to be drunken alcohol or substance and not in the same manner with the process liquor is lawful.

• Lounge halal food.

• Alcohol is there a side in the manufacturing process does not waste food can be eaten.

• Drugs and alcohol content of perfume that there is a need can be forgiven.

Solution or Delusion ?

i know i don't write good stuff and i know i don't possess a good vocabulary or skills in terms of writing and pure expression in english but i still want to write

^_^

who cares right!

it's my blog, my english, my stuff.

hmm...why did i start my blog with these kind of stuff??i guess i just realise there are people from other countries who can read my blog.

(saying to ownself , "Stupid")

............................................................................................................

now now ... its been a busy day for me these few days or shall i say weeks. i have to arrange few university stuff, find real work (seriously real ya) & managing my study stuff. it is tiring and i still can't get the hang of it especially the studying part but i have to force myself from....from NOW ON.

now i am currently working as a temp and only work in the evening hours till the latest around 7.30 or 8.00pm. 

the good thing about this work is that i don't have to use mind while im working but i only have to use my hand skills a.k.a type and do work as fast as i can but without doing any errors. but the thing is .... i just found out that i had done few errors and it was published! now everyone know if i made a mistake.

but i try not to do it next time tho. my typing has gone real slow now, real slowwww and it frustrates me the hell.

 huh.....it does frustrates me.

but nothing actually frustrate me the most than TRAFFIC JAM. due to the massive traffic jam on one of the usual road i use, i was late for work. sumore i was supposed to come early to impress my boss and get hired as permanent staff.pffffttt.

so much for good records.

the very next day i tried another road as an alternative. im sick and tired of being toyed around by that usual road that i used. so, being dissapointed and annoyed by the road i use a different road. a highway!

well, at first i thought that i can reach early today at work as im using a highway. i laughed at the road i usually used,synically.

it went smooth sailing tho at first but then it gets ugly when the rain poured so hard that even the looking distance had become so short. but manage to handle it. the one that worries me now would be the traffic at this particular place im heading too.

previously,using the main road i usually used,i still have to make a big u turn at a hotel near the conjested area that im worried now when i used the highway. 

another 3km before i reach the conjested area a.k.a St.Xaviers Institutions Penang, i can see that the traffic already become conjested.pfffttt again.but lucky the traffic is still moving. 

my eyes has only two place to look onto, the road and my watch. there is nothing more for me to worry the most than coming in late for the second time.i don't want that to happend!!!

lucky i manage to squeze in among all those cars...i was very fortunate i manage to do that :P

i reach the parking place i usually parked my car.i was at the car park on time,1pm.darn!now i have to make a run again to my work place so that i will not late even for few minutes.

it was drizzling and im quite lazy to use my umbrella.so i just run.lucky again that the road users gv a way so that i can cross the street.usually they don't but i think coz it's raining they are more cautious and slowed down their cars.thank God again.

i rang the door bell of my work place and immediately eyeing the clock at the office.i was late 5mins.dang.

the main story or the thing i am trying to address in my story would be that, i wish that ...

1. there can be for real, cars that has multi function or at least 2 function, on the road mode and flying mode. it would be so much easier and faster to reach work place :P

well,i like this car specifically.it has the shape & the style to be a flying car.

2. there can be for real, a teleport power or machine. in case of emergency it do help us. it should be a bit pricey but if you need to be at some place ASAP you wouldn't mind to spend more ^_^

3. there is for real a superbike and i wished that i could have one and could ride it. having a friend like rossi would be such a big big help ;)

" come i send you to your office "

4. well, i wished that Penang had their own lane for bicycle and motorcycle although i did realise there are few place,few place,that serve the purpose im requesting to.

hahahaha.

i guess that's all folks!

that is all that i want. although hardly the first three can come for real, i still wished for that.

eh eh, wait for a second. i just remembered something. if im not mistaken Japan had already develop such car like what i wished for,that can fly. well hope it can really be produced and sell.