i juz did something unexpected today,tonite.i know its all coming back to me and it is all my fault and im trully and deeply sorry for what i had done to you.im so sorry.i know its my mistake and hopefully i can fix my own feelings soon...

i need to gather all the ingrediants i needed now and blender it together and drink it as a potion to cure my 'sickness' that i know you will labelled it as being a childish.im so freaking sorry for what i had done.so so sorry.i have no one now except my parents,friends & teddy bears.