A Biatch GF who dump her BF

this is a true story of a bitch who dump his nice bf instead of staying with him forever.she dunno the real reason she broke off actually but she juz wanna broke off.she dun even understand why she did that but she had done it.she hurts dat guy's feelings terribly and she feel so miserable nw for hurting him so bad.what can she do,like wat malay ppl aways said,'nasi sudah jadi bubur'.

its all her mistake and fault and she admit all was her fault for leaving that guy without a good reason.she uses some other excuse to broke off wit him when she in fact confuse whether she still love him or not.she was juz so confuse with all these and the thing that make her made those decision are bcoz of her restlessness of sumthing.she worries tht her bf was having an affair with someone else and she said she dunno how to treat his bf also.she was juz too worried tht she couldnt treat him well and that is the reason why she'd left him.i heard that was the real reason she left him.she still feel sayang to that guy oso but she couldnt express her feelings,she juz couldnt.she dunno what is the reason that she cant tell her true feelings but she juz couldnt do it.by the way,this girl was actually having some breathing probs these few days and she doesnt even told his bf(nw her x-bf) dat she got some respiratory probs.she have to go see doctor for some check up but she didnt do it.the reason is bcoz she know that the doctor will send her again to the cardiologist and go for another heart check up and all the people there will juz stare at her and feel pity for her for having such terrible sickness when she's still young.she almost cried the last time she went to the cardiologist bcoz most of the patient and even the nurses asked her to be strong.nobody knows how she feel at that time,even her parents doesnt even know she went for the check up.she was a brave girl who brave enuf to go alone and finding out she have to go for heart check up.she had this sickness when she was still in kindergarten.

now she juz hope that when she goes to the hospital the result will still be the same as before.she dun wanna die so early bcoz there are lots of other things tht she wanted to explore.she can make it through everything alone and though her x-bf suspected she got someone else she dun mind.she said that as long as she's sincere its enuf.she juz want ppl to be happy in their life.if she is not happy oso she wont mind.she's fine living alone bcz she's use to it...