Chasing The Dream Job

hi there again...as usual i am going to tell about another patient of mine problems.

she, Tropicana(not the real name) are in dilemma to choose what she should do now.she recently had just failed her examination test and are so confused of her life.she is considering whether to stop studying totally or do study as her part time thingy.

she's currently working in a firm doing data entry stuff but she is doing it part time only. she did consider to work there permanently though but the thing is now she is waiting for her dream job ever.

all this while it is her dream to become a journalist and she is one step chasing her dream. she applied a job vacancy in that particular industry but she have to wait for the company to contact her so that she can go for an interview.

if only she get the job it is at least the good news for her after the aftermath of her result that totally devastated her life and her mom n dad's life. 

she felt useless and stupid at first.... but then she think again.... she know she is a very hardworking type of person as in she really did her work when it comes to the task given to her. so she took that spirit to apply it to herself by saying and convincing that although she might not have a degree or anything but with the hardwork and effortless work she can go far. she convince of that.

hopefully she got the dream job she wanted so bad, as a journalist but for the beginning let start with the basic one, a junior writer.

with the hardwork she put she know she can write better if she's been given the chance to fill the position.

not only will she be working but also she will be studying for her re-examination which will be held around the month of may next year. still for the same course which had been going on for 5 years now. cape deh.

i pray that she will be as hardworking in her study as how hardworking she can be in terms of her work. 

and i also pray that she will get the dream job she ever wanted as at least she can show to the parents that she can do something she like in her life and be successful with it.

AMIN.

Dia Dia Dia yang Selalu Salah

akhirnya ku temukan

wajah yang mengalihkan duniaku

kan ku berikan yang terbaik 

tuk membuktikan cinta padanya

dulu memang kita saling bersama

ku mengira tulus dalam kata

dia dia dia

dia yang ku tunggu 

tapi kini kamu memang berbeda

ku terluka untuk selamanya

cinta yang ku tunggu lengkapi hidupku

dia dia dia

mendua di balik mataku,

aku selalu salah.

 

Cinta Seorang Ayah Pada Seorang Alysa

harini hari sabtu...ada apa sihh??ohh iya,ada acara bukber di wisma kjri penang.seperti biasa deh tiap sbtu spanjang bln ramadhan akn ada acr bukber.

tapi harini ak bolos..hehehe,lg dapet :P pas bgt pas nuzul al-quran pulak jd ga bsa sehabisnya coba mencari pahala. so gpp deh, udah mo dapet mo gmn lg kn.

dateng2 ke wisma ak ktemu sm indah trus dia blang dia lg laper bgt(ya iyalah,namanya jg puasa) tp ternyata dia lg dapet jg :P haha pass deh si keong sisters dapet barengan.

kolak udah d sediain di meja sm si mak dan kita tanpa segan silu malah nanya si mak ... 

"bisa gak kalo kita mau ngambil dluan.kita lg dapet trus lg laper"

di jawab sm si mak ... 

"oh yaudah,ambil aja.tapi ngumpet sono di bawah tangga(muka tersenyum)"

yaudah,syukur udah diizin ngambil mkn jd kalo kta harus ngumpet gpp deh..d bawah kolong kek dmn kek asal dpt mkn pokoknya amin gtu lohhh.

ahhh males dehh ngomong yg gak jelas nihh panjang lebar...trus aja ke cerita utamanya ato dlm bhs keren nya Main Story gtu lohh ;)

pas udah slsi solat maghrib smuanya mulai mkn mlm dan keong sisters and the geng spt biasa mkn d tangga(tmpt mkn VVIP gtu lohhh). trus pas udah slsi mkn aku pun ke blkg bentar, mau nyuci piring(ciaelah,sok2an cuci piring kalee).

pas ak mo ke tmpt dmn keong sister berkumpul ak ktemu sm si ijal yg baru ganti baju sm celana(kasian dia celananya bolong trus d ketawain sm noval n kta :P sorry handsome boy)

pas mo main2 sm dia mak ijal ga bsa bukak pintu kamar itu tmpt ak sm keong nyimpen barang2 kta sm barang2 ibu2 lain. ternyata lagi ada berita gempar!

Alysa ga sengaja ngunci dirinya sndiri di kamar itu dan yg lbh parah kunci kamar itu di dlm kamar!!!

AAAAAA!!! 

pokoknya kecoh jg lahhh...smua ibu2 liatin apa yg lg terjadi.ak jg as usual sbg reporter pasti harus ada d situ lohh ;P

trus ibunya Alysa dateng mencoba mmbuka pintu itu tp ga berhasil. 

nahh, ga lama itu terlihat kelibat satu sosok seorang ayah dateng mendekat pintu. si ayah Alysa mencoba mmbuka pintu itu dan dia tanpa rasa bingung atau panik mintak kartu yg ga di pake.

ak udah tau apa yg mau dilakuin dahh,mo nyoba bukak la apa lagi.trus dia di kasi kartu bonuslink yg udah ga di pake lagi.

dia trus mencoba tanpa putus asa membuka pintu tersebut dan usahanya berhasil membuka pintu kamar tersebut!

im so stunned and amazed!!! feelings nya itu ga terungkap. seperti wow! 

kalo ak lahh ank yg terkunci di kamar itu, melihat seorang ayah lg usaha bukak pintu sbgtu dan berhasil bukak pintu nya mmg ak akn bisa nangis total krn terharu gtu lohh. mmg cinta seorang ayah tak bisa terungkap. walau gak di tunjukin tp kasih sayangnya bisa di liat pabila terjadi ssuatu kecemasan kea bgni lahh.

ak sm keong sisters ku yg pas kbetulan ada di situ jg merasa seneng banget smpe kta akhirnya loncat hepi2 gtu.

widihh,he is the best !!! THE BEST!!! that nite itself he showed us how responsible he can be to his child. we are so proud of you pak ayep!

ak trus manggil si ayah(pak ayep) SIFU karna pengen belajar teknik bukak pintu kea gtu lohh :D kea maling spt yg d bilang sm pak ayep. biarin, kea maling kek apa kek tp hasilnya pintu kebukak dan ini skalian bisa jadi panduan utk kta kalo pintu pas lagi terkunci.

aku merasa itu lahh perkara paling hebat terjadi bulan ini ato bisa dikatakn plg hebat terjadi taun ini.

sayang pas wktu itu ak ga moto2 krn ga da kamera nya. ak lagi panik jg wktu itu :P tp ternyata si Alysa yg lg d kamar santai2 dan tenang aja gtu lohhh. haha.

once again, ur the best tonight Pak Ayep! ur the BEST!!! all my respect goes to you ^_^

enchore to Pak Ayep!

ps : ak jd lebay kea bgni cuman gara2 itu doang krn aku mmg plg demen liat ssuatu kea mcguyver gtu lohh. again, RESPECT.

Anger Management

im not here to make any review about the movie anger management or anything such like that but rather to talk about how anger triggers in ourself and how does it effect the person in an angry situation and the ppl around them.

How Anger Triggers?

Anger strikes when our mind was not in a stable mood. when our mind are not in a stable mood and there is another negative force that collided with it, anger thus occurs.

so the best advise for those who can get angry easily is to take a deep breath and for a muslim don't forget to zikir and our mind will be at peace.

Experiences

1st experience

i myself was having this problems last time especially during my secondary skool.the worst i've ever done was that I threw a thick math text book to my gym teacher.that is like the worst i've ever did and i regretted my act.sorry teacher :P

 

 

and for my above act i was punished...with 50 demerits,i think or lesser a bit than 50.lucky skool didnt suspend me coz lucky enough for the teacher that she dodge thus it only flew beside her face.but it did touches her hair.haha.

2nd experience :

recently i had seen one of my friend being provoked till he gets angry. it's my first time seeing himself as an angry person tho.


there are reason for every anger and for this fella i think if im not mistaken he was called to work when he already supposedly to have an MC leave. that day we had a lot of work and maybe boss was quite worried that we couldn't finish all the work so he decided to call this fella.


so this fella who usually had the sweetest face had now become an oliver kahn...when i say oliver kahn i do mean the face expression.

no smile no sweet face but only an angry face as if he's going to kill someone.


so, me being a scary cat type of person don't even dare to look at him,well maybe i do had a glimpse of him.lol.he was pissed off , that's for sure.


no need for me to elaborate more as i don't have the appetite to talk about it.makes me scared the hell of him.


3rd experience : 
when a person is angry about something they can do the most unthinkable think which a reasonableman should not do.


they might use black magic and stuff just to make the other person that they had a grudge on suffers.for me that is like the worst thing a person can do to another person.evil as devil i should say.


The Aftermath

what will come after we had let go our anger? either regrets or embarasment or proud that people know how angry you can be. this suddenly reminds me of the Incredible Hulk. it's the best metamorphosis ever expressed in Hollywood i should say though i don't really like the movie :P

well then again what i am trying to show here is that the after effect of it is always bad and rarely it will comes out good. i remember going to skool after the incident with a red face as all the teacher was looking at me when I entered the staff room. wat a douche i could say for my act.

 

Who's on the Winning Side?

For sure at the end we want to know who among those parties that had actually won. was it the one who gets angry or the one assaulted?


the answer is very simple ....


NO ONE WON!!!


wooohooo!


the one who won this would be the devil who poke us with its stick and causes the chaos. the devil will dance around the fire happily seeing we human being assaulting each other.

 ooppss wrong devil :P

yess, devil may look something like this.

and yes they can be the devil in real world as well ;)


as the devil once promise to crush Adam's family they will continued to achieve their vows to God and will continue till the Judgment Day finally comes.


so why shall we let them win?? we should fight as best we can and ensure they failed to fulfill their vows. lets crush em down oh human being!

Emo Mode ON

there it goes again...my emo feelings started again.i hate it.there will always be the time when i'll be an emo girl again.emo emo emo till nothing can be done except listening to emo songs.

just now while i was in the toilet suddenly i had an idea.rather than me wasting my time being an emo agogo person i shud rather do something useful.now im regretting myself for not buying that camcorder that i saw last time at this hypermarket.it should be enough for me as an ameteur to play with it.

wat's the idea??

i've been seeing lots of videos at youtube and now i realise.why there's not many ppl that took the initiative to do their own drama series?

i mean all this while we've been seeing and watching drama series and soap operas on the television rite?those series and soap operas are actually the lebay act that happend in the real world.

i should have started my own video trending also.first step first.

HAVE TO BUY CAMCORDER :p

then...

HAVE TO FIND VICTIM TO BE THE ACTOR & ACTRESS :D

and...

DIRECT A GOOD YOUTUBE SERIES :)

it should be starting soon,real soon while im still waiting for my result.it is very soon before result comes out.im nervous the hell.

pray that im passing my second year so that i can proceed with my final year!

Falsafah Semir Sepatu/Kasut

 
pertama kali aku mencoba semir sepatu secara manual asli total adalah pada tahun 2009, pake kapas+air+semir.

slalu time jaman skolah aku semir pakai yg cairan saja tapi this time i or shall i say we do it manually :)

so jom kita start pasal falsafah semir sepatu...

mesti smua org igt semir spatu tu memenatkan, bosan, takdak faedah dan etc kan? tapi sbnarnya kalau kta btul2 menghayati tentang apa yg di semir,semir hitam itu sendiri, ketumpatan air dan semir yg bercampur dan suasana swaktu kta semir spatu kita akan dapat rasa satu aura yang sangat len dari len.

tiba-tiba ja semir spatu boleh jadi suatu perkara yg menarik tertarik kau memang the bomb! wuhuhuhu

kalu di amati, bila molekul air bercampur dengan semir hitam kita bleh nampak gabungan dua elemen yang menarik yg mencantum satu sama lain. wow! dua elemen tu bergabung dan terhasil lahh molekul yang boleh menggilapkan sepatu hitam.

bila dua elemen itu di apply ke sepatu ternyata tindak balas kimia mula kelihatan walau ia perlu tenaga dan kesabaran utk berjaya melihat hasilnya. 

gosokan yang menggunakan tenaga yang sama dan semangat yang jitu akan memberi hasil yang sangat memuaskan. 

tak boring atau penat sebenarnya kalau kita menghayati kebersamaan elemen air+kapas+semir+spatu bergabung. mereka serasi bersama ^_^

elemen2 tersebut lebih terserlah kalau ia dilakukan bersama2 teman karna ia bkn saje dpt memupuk semangat kebersamaan tapi jg dapat cek&ricek satu sama lain ttg isu semasa (gosip).

bila sepatu mulai menggilap dengan bantuan cuaca yang sgt memberangsangkan semir sepatu boleh menjadi satu aktiviti yang menyihatkan. bukan saja kita dapat melihat hasil titik peluh kita menyemir sepatu tapi kita juga menggalakkan pertumbuhan otot di tangan (naik muscle)

lepas tu kasut kita bukan dah kilat silau milau!!!! nah, tak rasa penat kan. coz bkn ja kita tengok keunikan smua elemen itu bcampur tapi kita juga dapat beriadah dengan cara yang menjimatkan dan tidak mencemarkan alam sekitar.

then apa lagi, p la jemuq sepatu. makin berkilat la sepatu itu!!! woohooo!!!

aku berjaya, hang berjaya, kita berjaya!

Yang Penting Kebersamaannya Bu ....

piss love & gaul.

Malam Gladi Bersih

harini atopun bleh aku katakan lagi 7 jam gladi bersih akn mula. smua dh tito tp cuma aku ja yg still alive n tak hibernate.

pdhl sblm nye dh minum soya dh so senang skit nk tdo tp ntah la...lps tgk pic2 lawak trus tak leh tdo.waka waka eh eh!

time aku rasa nk tdo tba2 aku terdengar satu bunyi aneh...macam bunyi vibrate telfon. tapi masa aku cari2 takdak pn fon yg tgh vibrate.

so bila aku cari2 rupanya bunyii tu dtg dari dedek ihsan shadiqin!!! waahahahaha...dia dengkur bunyi mcm vibrate telfon tu siot. lawak lawak. dah la tu lama plak tu. smpai skrg time aku tulis ni pun aku bleh dgr dia pny vibrate maut tuhh, jajajajaja!

tapi di tengah pagi yg sunyi ni aku tiba2 tingat kat dia. tak salah kalo aku igt dia coz dia kn kwn aku jg cuma yahh bgtulah. susah nk jelaskn relationship ni. nk kata couple tak jugak... nk kata tak couple hmm mcm tak jugak... nk kata dia tak suka aku ntah la... nk kata aku tak suka dia tak jugak... hadeh mak, poning eden pikir camno nak selesaikn mslh ni.

so aku bwt kputusan utk tengok gmbr org2 encem yg aku knai utk lupakan dia bwt smentara....tapi guess wat,fb dia jg yg aku p tgk.dobo.

wat the kucing.

so i decide to go and see others fb dan aku bukak la fb org2 yg aku baru knai nihh...ternyata apa yg aku fkir ttg dia first time aku tengok dia mmg bulls eyes! tepat pada sasaran!

tak sangka psikik aku sekuat ni ye....wagagga, aku merasa bangga bwt seketika.

tiba2 d malam yg sunyi dan di kamar yg bleh di katakan agak keras ni pintu terbukak!! jeng jeng jeng. siapa itu???

alamak...

asepso dgn usher baru blk rupanya. buat gempak ja.

so nk d sambung cita blk la kn, aku rasa mmbr aku yg sorang ni agak cute. well, he was known as alex and he is still C.U.T.E till now to me ^_^

peduli hape kalu dia dh ada gf, aku cuma kata dia cute tp tak kata akucintadia maaa...hahaha.tak salah tak salah.

so skrg ni hobi aku jz tgk muka2 org cute ja.mmg mcm takdak kerja kan.lbh bek aku p keja kat tmpt keja part time aku tu dr bwt keja tak 'fadeah' mcm ni.menyampoh mek.

dah la...dah mati akal nk tulis apa.nk tdoq dlu ahh.esok pagi gladi bersihh.smua nya harus went smooth sailing.ga harus ada cacat celanya besok.sgala2nya akan di uji besok.

so all the best utk PASKIBRA 2010 and may the force be with us.

loph u ariel (less than 3)

miss u alex :P

sayang u mama papa & mommie daddie

hugs to aurora aftermath

gudnite kisses to my fellow mates indah n skna.