Im very heartsick with everyone around me and really hate them!!my fren in college make me feel worse and they make my mood bcome very bad,worsed than before.i jz dun feel like coming to college next week coz im really really angry with them.i need to go somewhere and relax myself and cool myself down la.wat else i can do to make myself feel calm beside skipping my class????i dunno.
I really wanna runaway to any island beside Penang to relax and calm myself down.I dun wanna loose out my coolness in front of ppl coz dat wud be the most uncool thing i will ever done in my life.
Oh God,im screaming for an island vacation nw!!!!i really wanna take my bag and jz go away!
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Thursday, January 15, 2009
This few days I start thinking about mph again.And I really cant stop thinking about him nw.
Would God actually meet us up again one day? But I wonder,when is it? I've been longing to meet him and really excited if I can meet up with him again. All my love is for him and him alone and there is no other person that can get my love yet,not yet.
But then again I do admit that I got a few crush to a few ppl that I knew but I couldn't tell them about my feelings though. I juz couldn't do that...
Still mph, I will be waiting at the same place every same day hoping that we will meet again one day coz I believe we will meet again someday,soon...
-My Love Is Not A Lie-
Would God actually meet us up again one day? But I wonder,when is it? I've been longing to meet him and really excited if I can meet up with him again. All my love is for him and him alone and there is no other person that can get my love yet,not yet.
But then again I do admit that I got a few crush to a few ppl that I knew but I couldn't tell them about my feelings though. I juz couldn't do that...
Still mph, I will be waiting at the same place every same day hoping that we will meet again one day coz I believe we will meet again someday,soon...
-My Love Is Not A Lie-
Monday, January 5, 2009
Bless me for the Year 2009
I hope this year 2009 will bring some differences for me and changed my life.
I hope God will bless me for the rest of my life and make my 2009 year better.
I hope Angel will pray for me so that i will always be loved by God and forgive me for watever that i have done.
I hope that my family will always be happy.
I hope my friendship with Skylar Amanda Chan and Regina Faith Meh Hui will last forever.
I hope there will be some guidance for me to lead my life.
I hope i will achieve what i want this year.
I hope the war will end.
I hope that people will stop being cruel to each other.
I hope that the economy will be good and balance.
I hope petrol price will remain stable.
I hope lots of ppl will find their happiness this year.
I hope my bad feelings about this year will fade off.
I hope ppl will stop backstabbing.
Lastly,I hope I can meet mph...
-me being sincere-
I hope God will bless me for the rest of my life and make my 2009 year better.
I hope Angel will pray for me so that i will always be loved by God and forgive me for watever that i have done.
I hope that my family will always be happy.
I hope my friendship with Skylar Amanda Chan and Regina Faith Meh Hui will last forever.
I hope there will be some guidance for me to lead my life.
I hope i will achieve what i want this year.
I hope the war will end.
I hope that people will stop being cruel to each other.
I hope that the economy will be good and balance.
I hope petrol price will remain stable.
I hope lots of ppl will find their happiness this year.
I hope my bad feelings about this year will fade off.
I hope ppl will stop backstabbing.
Lastly,I hope I can meet mph...
-me being sincere-
Im a Meanie One!
i just moved to new place and i stayed on the ground floor and in front of my house got one parking slot where 2 cars oso can be slot in there. But the thing is someone who stayed upstairs oledi took over our parking slot. Tho there is no specific name or ownership to that parking slot but i think we deserve it sumore we stayed on the ground floor jz in front of the parking place.
neway,all this time that person who parked at that place will put his old motorbike and parked it at the middle so no one can park it overthere. But today, he didnt do that and i think bcoz he forgot or wat but i saw the place was empty so i decided to do sumthing mean. I snatch the parking slot by putting my car on that slot and proudly laugh once i did that!hahaha!i feel so bad yet i feel satisfied!
neway,all this time that person who parked at that place will put his old motorbike and parked it at the middle so no one can park it overthere. But today, he didnt do that and i think bcoz he forgot or wat but i saw the place was empty so i decided to do sumthing mean. I snatch the parking slot by putting my car on that slot and proudly laugh once i did that!hahaha!i feel so bad yet i feel satisfied!
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
A Biatch GF who dump her BF
this is a true story of a bitch who dump his nice bf instead of staying with him forever.she dunno the real reason she broke off actually but she juz wanna broke off.she dun even understand why she did that but she had done it.she hurts dat guy's feelings terribly and she feel so miserable nw for hurting him so bad.what can she do,like wat malay ppl aways said,'nasi sudah jadi bubur'.
its all her mistake and fault and she admit all was her fault for leaving that guy without a good reason.she uses some other excuse to broke off wit him when she in fact confuse whether she still love him or not.she was juz so confuse with all these and the thing that make her made those decision are bcoz of her restlessness of sumthing.she worries tht her bf was having an affair with someone else and she said she dunno how to treat his bf also.she was juz too worried tht she couldnt treat him well and that is the reason why she'd left him.i heard that was the real reason she left him.she still feel sayang to that guy oso but she couldnt express her feelings,she juz couldnt.she dunno what is the reason that she cant tell her true feelings but she juz couldnt do it.by the way,this girl was actually having some breathing probs these few days and she doesnt even told his bf(nw her x-bf) dat she got some respiratory probs.she have to go see doctor for some check up but she didnt do it.the reason is bcoz she know that the doctor will send her again to the cardiologist and go for another heart check up and all the people there will juz stare at her and feel pity for her for having such terrible sickness when she's still young.she almost cried the last time she went to the cardiologist bcoz most of the patient and even the nurses asked her to be strong.nobody knows how she feel at that time,even her parents doesnt even know she went for the check up.she was a brave girl who brave enuf to go alone and finding out she have to go for heart check up.she had this sickness when she was still in kindergarten.
now she juz hope that when she goes to the hospital the result will still be the same as before.she dun wanna die so early bcoz there are lots of other things tht she wanted to explore.she can make it through everything alone and though her x-bf suspected she got someone else she dun mind.she said that as long as she's sincere its enuf.she juz want ppl to be happy in their life.if she is not happy oso she wont mind.she's fine living alone bcz she's use to it...
its all her mistake and fault and she admit all was her fault for leaving that guy without a good reason.she uses some other excuse to broke off wit him when she in fact confuse whether she still love him or not.she was juz so confuse with all these and the thing that make her made those decision are bcoz of her restlessness of sumthing.she worries tht her bf was having an affair with someone else and she said she dunno how to treat his bf also.she was juz too worried tht she couldnt treat him well and that is the reason why she'd left him.i heard that was the real reason she left him.she still feel sayang to that guy oso but she couldnt express her feelings,she juz couldnt.she dunno what is the reason that she cant tell her true feelings but she juz couldnt do it.by the way,this girl was actually having some breathing probs these few days and she doesnt even told his bf(nw her x-bf) dat she got some respiratory probs.she have to go see doctor for some check up but she didnt do it.the reason is bcoz she know that the doctor will send her again to the cardiologist and go for another heart check up and all the people there will juz stare at her and feel pity for her for having such terrible sickness when she's still young.she almost cried the last time she went to the cardiologist bcoz most of the patient and even the nurses asked her to be strong.nobody knows how she feel at that time,even her parents doesnt even know she went for the check up.she was a brave girl who brave enuf to go alone and finding out she have to go for heart check up.she had this sickness when she was still in kindergarten.
now she juz hope that when she goes to the hospital the result will still be the same as before.she dun wanna die so early bcoz there are lots of other things tht she wanted to explore.she can make it through everything alone and though her x-bf suspected she got someone else she dun mind.she said that as long as she's sincere its enuf.she juz want ppl to be happy in their life.if she is not happy oso she wont mind.she's fine living alone bcz she's use to it...
Monday, December 15, 2008
i juz did something unexpected today,tonite.i know its all coming back to me and it is all my fault and im trully and deeply sorry for what i had done to you.im so sorry.i know its my mistake and hopefully i can fix my own feelings soon...
i need to gather all the ingrediants i needed now and blender it together and drink it as a potion to cure my 'sickness' that i know you will labelled it as being a childish.im so freaking sorry for what i had done.so so sorry.i have no one now except my parents,friends & teddy bears.
i need to gather all the ingrediants i needed now and blender it together and drink it as a potion to cure my 'sickness' that i know you will labelled it as being a childish.im so freaking sorry for what i had done.so so sorry.i have no one now except my parents,friends & teddy bears.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Penang Starwalk 2008
Today is the Penang Starwalk 2007. It started at the PDC near PISA. The registration was around 6am until 6.45am and we just waited for the race to start. We started the race 7am sharp and i ran on my own without anyone bugging me all the way. It was fun walking with a bunch of strangers though coz we can make new friends and enemies!haha...i met my enemy today,this guy who keep on fasting his pace so that he can catch up with me. So basically he was my enemy at that time and based on that i continue to maintain my pace with him and i speed the moment we're reaching finishing line. He was in front of me though the time we reach Jln Tun Dr.Awang and he was really far ahead from me but i guess he got tired and keep on getting slower and slower. At that time i take that chance and i used all my energy that i save for the finishing line for a last battle with him and i think i've won him coz after that i didn't see him oledi. I wonder what happend to him though......
Neway,after the race all 'Starwalkers' went into the main arena building for a lucky draw and the announcement of the winner of the day. The place was crowded with people who were highly hoped that they could get a piece of the prize and that include me of course. The time that we waited had reached and the lucky draw began and you can clearly see that all the faces of the Starwalkers was fill with high hopes. All of us got all excited of the prize which includes stuff from Panasonic,the Grand Prize from Suzuki and some other gifts from the sponsors of the Penang Starwalk. There are also some extra gifts given by airlines in Malaysia like Firefly, MAS, AirAsia, China Airlines and Ave Airlines(if im not mistaken). When they said that they were giving airline ticket to the lucky winner we even get more excited! First it start of with Firefly who give ticket to destination which are considered considerable for the airline itself and the same goes to AirAsia. Then it was the time for MAS where people were imagining airline tickets which reach to unexpected destination which are exciting. The first ticket that were given was a big surprised!! Guess what,they give 2 return ticket PENANG-KUALA LUMPUR-PENANG!! The moment that we got excited to hear the place we got so shocked that after the destination was announced all Starwalkers 'booed' towards the MAS manager and to the airlines itself. We were booing the airlines and laughing our ass off when we heard the destination. Even the mc also laugh and couldn't say anything.hahaha!!!we really laugh our ass off! The same goes to the other not-so-famous airlines,Ave Airlines. It give return ticket KUALA LUMPUR-TAIPING-KUALA LUMPUR! Wat the heck!!! We booed them again!
At the end,i didnt get anything and the same goes to most of the starwalkers also but we still enjoy our hearts out and I can feel that there is no such thing as RACISM exist at that time and i feel kinda proud to be PENANGITES! A true Penangites will not practice RACISM though some of people will still say that racism will still exist in our heart no matter what. The thing that makes people practice racism was bcoz we have that small thinking of fearing other races. If we take all of us as one family and have no fear of each other it will be fine. It all depends on the way we think and how we digest all those things in our mind. Im a Malay and im proud to tell that my 2 best friends are Chinese and they are being really good friend to me and i really appreciate them. I dont care what people say everytime i hangout with the both of them. Im proud to say also that 2 of my best buddies in college are consist of Chinese and Indian. This really shows kemuafakatan kaum. Please remove the sense of RACISM from our hearts.
PS: To my mom,never underestimate your daughter ya.i told ya i can walk for 10km!i was just hiding all my strength from you all this time. Im so loving this Starwalk!!!
Neway,after the race all 'Starwalkers' went into the main arena building for a lucky draw and the announcement of the winner of the day. The place was crowded with people who were highly hoped that they could get a piece of the prize and that include me of course. The time that we waited had reached and the lucky draw began and you can clearly see that all the faces of the Starwalkers was fill with high hopes. All of us got all excited of the prize which includes stuff from Panasonic,the Grand Prize from Suzuki and some other gifts from the sponsors of the Penang Starwalk. There are also some extra gifts given by airlines in Malaysia like Firefly, MAS, AirAsia, China Airlines and Ave Airlines(if im not mistaken). When they said that they were giving airline ticket to the lucky winner we even get more excited! First it start of with Firefly who give ticket to destination which are considered considerable for the airline itself and the same goes to AirAsia. Then it was the time for MAS where people were imagining airline tickets which reach to unexpected destination which are exciting. The first ticket that were given was a big surprised!! Guess what,they give 2 return ticket PENANG-KUALA LUMPUR-PENANG!! The moment that we got excited to hear the place we got so shocked that after the destination was announced all Starwalkers 'booed' towards the MAS manager and to the airlines itself. We were booing the airlines and laughing our ass off when we heard the destination. Even the mc also laugh and couldn't say anything.hahaha!!!we really laugh our ass off! The same goes to the other not-so-famous airlines,Ave Airlines. It give return ticket KUALA LUMPUR-TAIPING-KUALA LUMPUR! Wat the heck!!! We booed them again!
At the end,i didnt get anything and the same goes to most of the starwalkers also but we still enjoy our hearts out and I can feel that there is no such thing as RACISM exist at that time and i feel kinda proud to be PENANGITES! A true Penangites will not practice RACISM though some of people will still say that racism will still exist in our heart no matter what. The thing that makes people practice racism was bcoz we have that small thinking of fearing other races. If we take all of us as one family and have no fear of each other it will be fine. It all depends on the way we think and how we digest all those things in our mind. Im a Malay and im proud to tell that my 2 best friends are Chinese and they are being really good friend to me and i really appreciate them. I dont care what people say everytime i hangout with the both of them. Im proud to say also that 2 of my best buddies in college are consist of Chinese and Indian. This really shows kemuafakatan kaum. Please remove the sense of RACISM from our hearts.
PS: To my mom,never underestimate your daughter ya.i told ya i can walk for 10km!i was just hiding all my strength from you all this time. Im so loving this Starwalk!!!
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