Malam Gladi Bersih

harini atopun bleh aku katakan lagi 7 jam gladi bersih akn mula. smua dh tito tp cuma aku ja yg still alive n tak hibernate.

pdhl sblm nye dh minum soya dh so senang skit nk tdo tp ntah la...lps tgk pic2 lawak trus tak leh tdo.waka waka eh eh!

time aku rasa nk tdo tba2 aku terdengar satu bunyi aneh...macam bunyi vibrate telfon. tapi masa aku cari2 takdak pn fon yg tgh vibrate.

so bila aku cari2 rupanya bunyii tu dtg dari dedek ihsan shadiqin!!! waahahahaha...dia dengkur bunyi mcm vibrate telfon tu siot. lawak lawak. dah la tu lama plak tu. smpai skrg time aku tulis ni pun aku bleh dgr dia pny vibrate maut tuhh, jajajajaja!

tapi di tengah pagi yg sunyi ni aku tiba2 tingat kat dia. tak salah kalo aku igt dia coz dia kn kwn aku jg cuma yahh bgtulah. susah nk jelaskn relationship ni. nk kata couple tak jugak... nk kata tak couple hmm mcm tak jugak... nk kata dia tak suka aku ntah la... nk kata aku tak suka dia tak jugak... hadeh mak, poning eden pikir camno nak selesaikn mslh ni.

so aku bwt kputusan utk tengok gmbr org2 encem yg aku knai utk lupakan dia bwt smentara....tapi guess wat,fb dia jg yg aku p tgk.dobo.

wat the kucing.

so i decide to go and see others fb dan aku bukak la fb org2 yg aku baru knai nihh...ternyata apa yg aku fkir ttg dia first time aku tengok dia mmg bulls eyes! tepat pada sasaran!

tak sangka psikik aku sekuat ni ye....wagagga, aku merasa bangga bwt seketika.

tiba2 d malam yg sunyi dan di kamar yg bleh di katakan agak keras ni pintu terbukak!! jeng jeng jeng. siapa itu???

alamak...

asepso dgn usher baru blk rupanya. buat gempak ja.

so nk d sambung cita blk la kn, aku rasa mmbr aku yg sorang ni agak cute. well, he was known as alex and he is still C.U.T.E till now to me ^_^

peduli hape kalu dia dh ada gf, aku cuma kata dia cute tp tak kata akucintadia maaa...hahaha.tak salah tak salah.

so skrg ni hobi aku jz tgk muka2 org cute ja.mmg mcm takdak kerja kan.lbh bek aku p keja kat tmpt keja part time aku tu dr bwt keja tak 'fadeah' mcm ni.menyampoh mek.

dah la...dah mati akal nk tulis apa.nk tdoq dlu ahh.esok pagi gladi bersihh.smua nya harus went smooth sailing.ga harus ada cacat celanya besok.sgala2nya akan di uji besok.

so all the best utk PASKIBRA 2010 and may the force be with us.

loph u ariel (less than 3)

miss u alex :P

sayang u mama papa & mommie daddie

hugs to aurora aftermath

gudnite kisses to my fellow mates indah n skna.

Pancasila (dasar negara Republik Indonesia)

apa itu Pancasila? kalo dari bhs sanskrit Pancasila membawa arti Lima Prinsip. Panca - Lima , Sila - Prinsip/Asas

 

1 - ketuhanan yang maha esa

2 - kemanusiaan yang adil dan beradab

3 - persatuan Indonesia

4 - kerakyatan yang dipimpin oleh hikmat kebijaksanaan dalam permusyawaratan perwakilan

 5 - keadilan sosial bagi seluruh rakyat Indonesia

ps : finally i manage to memorise it!

Flying The Flags

there will be two flags that will be flagged on a poll this month, Indonesian flag and Malaysian flag as both nation are having their independence day.

but the most important flag that will be raised would be the Indonesian flag, Sangsaka Merah Putih

my comrades and me will be responsible raising the flag on the 17th of August 2010. it is a big responsibility to us and we really hope with all those training that we had all this while it will came out well and we will make Indonesians feel proud of their country.

17 Agustus tahun 1945. itulah hari kemerdekaan kita. hari merdeka nusa dan bangsa, hari lahirnya bangsa Indonesia. skali merdeka tetap merdeka.

i pray that everything will went smoothly. sunny and windy. just nice and perfect for the Big Day :)

Later on on the 31st of August 2010 is Malaysia's turn to celebrate independence day. too bad i had no involvement with the celebration. 

31 bulan 8 1957 hari mulia, negaraku Merdeka!!! Merdeka, Merdeka, Merdeka ... Merdeka!

The Bombing of Hiroshima & Nagasaki

let's just remember the day Hiroshima and Nagasaki was being bombed by the US whom until now always state particular reason why they did release 'Little Boy' and 'Fat Man'.

there are reasons given but should we accept them as like that?? for me No. watever reason they've given i will still have their image as the bad guy for killing more than 200,000 civilians.

these are the damages done by those two deadly 'creature' created by US.

first picture : Little Boy

though it is called as Little Boy the effect of this bomb causes approximately 70,000 civilians died immediately from the explosion and another 70,000 died due to the radiation within 5years. Hiroshima was the witness for this deadlicious bomb and was the 'lucky' town to be chosen as a witness for the effect. 

there are actually four other towns like Hiroshima itself, Kokura, Nagasaki and Niigata that Uncle Sam had considered but it was released in Hiroshima on 6th August 1945 at 8.15am.

enola gay - B29 bomber plane that was responsible for carrying Little Boy.

the quotation made by the seargent after the release of Little Boy :-

Staff Sergeant George Caron, the tail gunner, described what he saw: "The mushroom cloud itself was a spectacular sight, a bubbling mass of purple-gray smoke and you could see it had a red core in it and everything was burning inside. . . . It looked like lava or molasses covering a whole city. . . ."

two thirds of Hiroshima had been destroyed. 60,000 of 90,000 buildings had been destroyed.

the cloud causes by the effect of Little Boy.

a co-pilot had quoted ....

"Where we had seen a clear city two minutes before, we could no longer see the city. We could see smoke and fires creeping up the sides of the mountains."

 here are some other pictures of Hiroshima's aftermath.

Enough of Hiroshima, let's start talking about Nagasaki.

second picture : Fat Man

the name's Fat Man must have bring the thought that it would had a bigger impact than Little Boy as it is fatter than the earlier bomb.

the thing is, it effect lesser than Little Boy.

this plane was responsible for the second disaster.

Fat Man was carried by Bock's Car, another B29 bomber plane.

 the bomb was released just after three days Little Boy was released in Hiroshima. this time Nagasaki was the 'lucky' city.

On the 9th of August 1945 at 11.02 am Fat Man was released.

the famous 'mushroom cloud' over the bombing of Nagasaki that causes 70,000 civilians to be dead by the end of the year.

although the effect was not as great as Little Boy it did causes damage to the city as approximately 40percent was destroyed.

Fujie Urata Matsumoto, a survivor, shares one scene:

The pumpkin field in front of the house was blown clean. Nothing was left of the whole thick crop, except that in place of the pumpkins there was a woman's head. I looked at the face to see if I knew her. It was a woman of about forty. She must have been from another part of town -- I had never seen her around here. A gold tooth gleamed in the wide-open mouth. A handful of singed hair hung down from the left temple over her cheek, dangling in her mouth. Her eyelids were drawn up, showing black holes where the eyes had been burned out. . . . She had probably looked square into the flash and gotten her eyeballs burned.

Kayano Nagai, another survivor had commented over the bombing effect...

I saw the atom bomb. I was four then. I remember the cicadas chirping. The atom bomb was the last thing that happened in the war and no more bad things have happened since then, but I don't have my Mummy any more. So even if it isn't bad any more, I'm not happy.

let's just pray that those souls that had been taken away due to the effect of war may rest in peace.

PEACE NO WAR

Jalan Ohh Jalan

harini swaktu dlm perjalanan ke tempat kerja aku mengharungi pelbagai dugaan. dah la aku lambat nk p kerja. haih...macam2 dugaan kalu kta dh terlambat nk p ssuatu tmpt tu.ada saja yg buat kita tambah lambat.

jalan pertama : Jalan Yeap Chor Ee

aku dh kuar lambat dr umah nk p tmpt keja so aku rasa elok pkai jalan atas a.k.a kg kastam dan yeap chor ee, jln tu cpt skit kdg2. mula2 aok ja masa tgh naik kat area kg kastam. tau2 ada satu keta kancil ni buat pe'el dia plak time nk lps trafik dan masuk YCE.

time kat trafic light tu lampu dh hijau,kancil tu jln punya la seelooowwwww smpai aku pn dh mula berhangin skit. awat la drebar tu p bawak lembab sangat nihh??? dah la trafic light kat situ kdg2 tukar merah punya cpt.

lepas aku bertahan separuh jiwaku dengan pe'el keta tu aku pn potong la,apa lagi. bila aku potong aku tengok la drebar tu. eh,tau2 dia tgh mintak2 roti kat orang sbelah dia pastu nk mkn roti tu plak! patut la td masa nk belok bkn main slow lagi.rupa2nya tengah bertukar2 roti...bodo!

jalan kedua : Jalan Masjid Negeri

masa aku lalu kat jln masjid negeri ni aku pun tak sangka jalan tak brapa jam sangat. so aku pun agak bertrima kasih dgn kondisi trafik harini. eh, tau2 ada satu keta saga blm sejibik mcm yg aku pkai ni bawak mcm anjing tgh mabok plak. menyampah geiger muller aku dibuatnya.

nak bawak keta tu bawak la leklok skit,ni tak,sat2 p kanan sat2 p kiri.then utk puas hatikan diri drebar keta tu dia dok tengah2 line putih,mau puas hati dia dok buat orang tencen stengah mati dgn cara dia bwk keta.

aku slalunya maleh nk hon keta yg bawak camtu cuma aku nnt ushar rapat ja diorang yg tak bermatadun ni. tapi harini exceptional. aku dh lambat dan aku cukup pantang kalo aku dh lambat org laen melambat2kan lagi perjalanan aku.

apa lagi, hon maut la skali aku bagi!

 

 
nah,pastu baru drebar tu reti plak bawak straight dlm satu lane. aku ushar arr apa lagi. yahhh,dua gendut tgh sembang rancak memenda ntah dlm keta tu.laki pulak tuhh.ni yg buat aku tmbh hangin satu badwan.

jalan ketiga : Jalan Sultan Ahmad Shah

ini jalan bikin aku paling bengang sebengang2nya. leklok aku ingat leh smpai awal kat opis tau2 rancangan aku terbantut lagi....

bila dh smpai kat dpn bangunan mayfair tu jalan ttba ja macet a.k.a jam. stop trus smua keta! time tu dh kul 1.45pm, aku kena msuk keja kul 2pm.dobo dobo dobo.

then aku pn dh mula terpikir macam2 alternatif, samada park jeuh2 kat citibank or masuk kat skolah pmpn ape ntah n park kat ctu.gila ke tak aku time tu coz aku mmg dh terdesak super pny nk smpai cpt tmpt keja,taknak lmbt coz nk kekalkn rekod bersih aku tu le.

keta masih tak jalan2 dan aku dh stuck kat dpn citibank dkt 5min.thus its already 1.50pm.baki waktu tinggal lagi 10minit ja.mana aku dh tak tahan nk terkucil lagi.urghhhh...

smua keta pn akhirnya mula bergerak sejemput jemput dan akhirnya aku smpai kat jalan dpn bangunan aku keja tu.aku ada kat jalan dpn bangunan tmpt aku keja tu dlm kul 1.55pm. baru smpai dpn bangunan,tu blom d kira sampai tu coz aku nk kena buat satu pusingan maut dlu kat u-turn kat skolah st.xaviers yg masih lagi 500m d hadapan.

mmg time tu aku tengok jm tangan aku dh buat aku makin gabra maut dh. time tu dh kul 1.57 dah kot dan aku tak buat u-turn jauh tu lagi.gerenti kalu aku p smpi tmpt u-turn tu aku mesti masuk keja lambat nyer.

so bila smua keta dah tak bergerak seiinci pn lagi aku buat keputusan nk potong jalan ja.nk trus masuk tmpt parking berbayar(slalu aku park kat tmpt yg byr murah,kat lorong tepi bridal house).aku bwt keputusan camtu sbb keta aku dok tengah stop kat ctu.so,drpd aku sayang duit rm3 lebih baik aku pkai dr aku smpi tempat keja lambat dan menghancurkn rekod bersih aku.

nasib keta arah btentangan tu bagi aku jalan,tu pun sbb jln sbelah tu tengah jam jg kalu tak mau dia senang2 nk bg aku jalan.aku pn dh beam2 trus kat dia mintak jalan.hahaha.itulah gaya desperado nk mintak jalan.

bila dh park keta jgn ingat aku dh slamat leh smpai at the right time coz aku kena lintas jalan raya yg tgh sibuk tu.ni la yg aku paling takut skali.aku takut ada keta tetiba ja mai langgaq aku time aku tengah kalih arah len nak lintas jalan.almaklumlah,line putih kat jalan tu kecik n mmg hayaba pn kalu nk lintas kat ctu.

hayaba mayaba,peduli apa aku.time tu aku diselamatkan oleh sebuah teksi yg kbetulan nk masuk bridal house.so smua keta pn benti so aku pn lintas la.ni kira plg cpt la aku melintas kat jalan tu.jln sbelah lagi plak nasib keta tengah jln slow bleh aku angkat tangan tunjuk ketiak aku kat depa suruh depa lebih slow down keta and hati2 dgn kehadiran aku kat jln.

berlari-lari anak lah aku p nek opis.terkejar-kejar aku time nk msuk lif.nsb kaki tak shangkut kat pintu lif :P

elok ja smpi tgkt 4 aku takdak pikir panjang lagi.trus aku lari p toilet! aku dh tak tahan tahap cipan nk kencing dh!!! 

fuhh,,lega.....

aku pun dengan 'bangla' nya masuk opis dan bila aku tengok jm dinding opis aku skali lagi merasa 'bangla' sbb aku smpi tpt pada waktu nya.muahaha!

konklusi : jangan keluar on time dari umah dan rancanglah perjalanan dengan baik ^_^

Me & My Openness

there are always risk being a truthful person. and i think im in trouble bcoz of that. damn. the moment i tot everything is going to be alright and smooth it become like this.

i rather tell the truth (certain time) rather than not being truthful but caught up later.

omg, i hope what i tot is not true, i hope it is just my wrong instinct.

this therapist need her own time now to 'therapise' herself. but to be honest i have no time to pamper myself now and 'therapise' myself.

there are lots other ppl that needs me. i just have to be careful with my words from now on. more extra careful eventhough it is just for fun when i post it. coz some ppl may tot that what i state is the truth although the real truth was not it.

pfffttt, i hate being talkative at blog. wish i could just silent out myself for a while. 'fasting' blog should be good since i already started 'fasting' fb.

i dunno for how long 'this' can last but i hope it can come true finally, coz if it does i want 'this' to be the last one. ever and after.

Alex oh Alex , David Villa oh David Villa

Title mmg takdak kena mengena dengan vdo tp just tiba2 rasa nk boh nama tu.

buat aku tingat seseorang.

:P

hope to see you soon alex

:)

ps: just like to cuci mata. he's too cute to be missed out!