The thing about love is ....

huhuhu

no longer in love??

bla bla bla

jaba jaba jaba

i am still in love

in love with the shadow that can be touch

but become untouchable once i decided so

ohh this love sick feeling

how i hate you

shooohh

if only it can go away as easy as that

tahhhh

Love is so beautiful

oh no .... it comes again.

aww, what is it?

hmmm ....

the feeling of love

it doesn't matter that person notice or not

but when it happen it feels like everything is perfect 

your surrounding has never been so perfect

the scenery was so picturesque

you feel like you want to paint

the bird chirp in such a sweet harmony

the wind blew so breezily 

the cloud seems to be telling stories

ahhh ... the feel ....

the feel of felling in love

whether the other person notice or not

the feeling just so beautiful

let's together say

  I Love You

The One That Collapse

sometimes there are hopes that will make you hoping that you can get it

there are some that you are hoping you can get it but you can't

but there are some that will come rolling to you but something just can't make it happen

not to forget there are some that you are already on the verge of it but half way it collapse

I don't know what are these called as

I am not sure myself

But I know for sure it happens in daily life

It sucks you know

But take it ... " That's life "

You can think you did the best you could

You can think you be the best you could

You think you be the best they could

But in the end, you are not

It's a dissapointment in life but that is part of the lesson you learn from the thing called life.

You can't just give up 

Although you feel like it

Coz if you quit

It will be hard to get up

Rather than feeling all bruised up for the wound that has been put through you all this while

I guess the only thing that the wounded man could do is to treat himself

Put some medicine

Heal the wound as much as he can

Do not let the memory crashes you down

Although it hurts like crazy just to think how they could do that

But again

That is life

Do not blame the life

It is part of the test

Otherwise this would be a boring world called Earth

I am glad the pain would end

But I hope nobody will get hurt because of it

The wounded man himself is enough to be hurt

Let's not make anyone else hurt

Coz it hurt just to see people you love get hurts

 

Cinta ku tertinggal di ........

I cant help myself from shedding tears while listening to this song. although the 1 i love is still alive but i feel how she felt earlier. the lyrics just make me burst in tears.


Thumbs up Jang Nara!

The Fox and The Grapes

i love this Aesop's Fables book that i bought last 2 week with my friend. i would love to share some of the piece with the netizens.

The Fox and The Grapes

A famished fox crept into a vineyard where ripe, luscious grapes were drapped high upon arbors in a most tempting display. In his effort to win the juicy prize, the fox jumped and sprang many times but failed in all his attempts. When he finally admit defeat, he retreated and muttered to himself,  "Well, what does it matter anyway? The grapes are sour!"

It is easy to despise what you cannot get

Gossip

i now believe that whatever things i watched in Gossip Girl is true. it all happeneds in our life. it is just that i didn't realize all this while. now i need to change. what come to worse if i change for good right? if changes for good will make people talk about you also, it's okay. coz we can't stop them from keep on talking.

IT IS THE HUMAN NATURE!!

It's okay not to be Okay?

There are times when i thought what i did was wright and there are times when i thought what i did was wrong. I guess the feel is the opposite feel. I should have realize it earlier. I've been so stressed out just for one day that i think i feel like passing out.

So the major big problem at work that i did this time was to open up boss's door which cannot be open coz its locked. There are reason for that otherwise i wouldn't have been bothered to open it up. But i guess this is what we called as the working life. 

i cant complain much as this is the path i decided to force myself into it. my heart was almost there when i realize i may have made the wrong decision. what i can do now is sit and pray tho it actually make me feel sleepy and dizzy. my blood level has gone down within 1 minute. Within 1 minute!!

i had no idea what else i should do now. im at a  point where i feel like running away and sleep. i cant cry coz it was not meant to be something to cry for. the chicken wing i ate make me even drowsier than ever and it kills me to yawn a hundred times.

now i just don't want to bump into him. stress maksimum gila.

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