Raindrops Keep Falling On My Roof

Drip drip drip
Tap tap tap
It hits on my roof
That is the sound of the rain

In the early morning
It shed tears so hard
That I can feel the pain and sadness it goes through
Like a maiden heart being torn apart
Like a maiden being cheated
Like death invite their clan

It stop telling its heartsick
Tried to cheer up itself
Shining through the still tears
But then fade away again

Feels like I can feel what it tries to say
But want to ignore it
Feelings tend to cloud reason

Thought its already dawn but its the noon
All day all time dawn is here
Never leave us
Till dawn is really with us.
Cloud shedding it tears again
The song echoes again
Drip drip drip
Tap tap tap
And it continue till the end.

Puisi Rangga

Aku lari ke hutan, kemudian menyanyiku
Aku lari ke pantai, kemudian teriakku
Sepi... Sepi dan sendiri aku benci.
Aku ingin bingar. Aku mau di pasar.

Bosan aku dengan penat,
dan enyah saja kau, pekat!

Seperti berjelaga jika aku sendiri
Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh

Ahh.. ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang
di tembok keraton putih
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya?
Biar terderah,
atau... aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai?

Empty mind, Empty soul, Empty heart

This is what I feel right now and I feel so bad bcoz I can't do anything right and the worst is that I can't right about the UEFA under 21 game between Germany v Finland that I watched yesterday. I have all the information that I want to right down here in my paper but I am just not sure how to begin it and it just doesn't feel right. Everything seems to be wrong and even when I'm writing this I can still feel the uneasy feeling or should I say an empty feeling throughout my body.

I enjoyed really much watching the game yesterday between my fav team Germany and Finland. I watched the game quite late and at that time it was already in minute 40 and I thought the game is going to be another boring game that I have to go through again for another morning. But it turned out to be a very interesting game,probably because Germany is my favourite team.

For me,the first half was just like a warming session between those two teams bcoz they played as if they are trying to dig some secrets of their opponent.There are few attempts made by those two teams and it was a good effort but not good enough to score a goal. There are few saves also from Finland goalkeeper,Jaakkola.But the one which was so obvious would be the endless yellowcard given to both teams.

The second half was much more better where we can finally saw 2 goals by Germany where it was first shot on minute 59 by Howedes and the second one came from Dejagah where he scored the goal during minute 61,two minutes after the first goal.I can also see few efforts made by both team like tactical attempt and the most obvious one would be passing attempt.Since they are still considered as a rookie(although can't say so)they got a few good attempts but most of it are such a failure.The most funny part would be this one Finnish player by the name of Kokko who entered the field replacing one of his comrade and he was given a yellow card just one minute after he entered the field!It was the most hilarious moment for me,pity him!

PS:saw on the Carlsberg board saying "Non-alcoholic"....what was that suppose to mean??I thought Carlsberg in the first place considered as an alcohol drinks...haha!

What pissed you off today?

Let see,there are few things that pisses me off today tho that mostly can be directed on the road(referring to road drivers). There are certain rules it seems dat the gov invented and implement to us dat seems to be so logic that ppl stil dont want to follow it until today. Im going to lay out few things that i've seen and im experiencing today as a road users.

1st pissed off moment :
When you are driving quite fast in a fast lane and eventually everyone who was in sense of driving fast was at the front of you its fun thing. If they were behind you it will just pushed ur ego and added up your adrenaline to push your car faster. But when everyone was in that mood and that includes the lorry,you will eventually be pissed when suddenly the car seems to be slowed down by sumthing. In your mind you already started swearing the cause of the slowness or you will just think that there might be some acceptable reason for the cause of the slow traffic like there's been an accident or there's a roadblock. But it will really pissed off yourself and your mind when you know that the cause of all that was that there was a very very slow car who change the lane from left to right lane and slowed down the car,very very slow. The only way for those impatient and the fast adrenaline ppl is to change the lane and cut back to right. But how if the left lane also was as slow as the right lane? Man!It will make me so angry especially if im in a hurry mood at that time. Ppl give lights as a sign for you to move aside but they still din get it,maybe they can't see it coz its day light. Ok...we try different way,honking them,they still din change their lane...ok...@#$@&#@!!!

2nd pissed off moment :
Your facing a long traffic,queing up to go left,to join in the main road and from the main road there are certain ppl that will be going to the left rather than just go straight. What should we do in those kind of situation if we,who are in the main road itself wanna turn left while seeing the long que from that left to go to the main road? The answer if that you should give signal. I pity those fella today that i seen on the road who already waited patiently to go to the main road while waiting patiently for this particular car that like to Kompress ppl with their look and brand. This particular driver was not even concern bout other ppl who has waited for him to pass by in front of them but it turned out that he go left.OMG!

3rd pissed off moment :
The reason why our car was equipt will all those accessories like honk and signals came with few good reasons and it was meant to be use for certain moment. To be honest, i just wanna advise road users to use all that accessories wisely...Use signals when you really wanna turn into that turn not give signals for the next 2 turn,too early! Give signals when you wanna turn and dun simply barge in making other ppl got shocked or break suddenly. Give signals if you're in a situation like mention above(the 2nd pissed off moment). Honks when necessary and not simply coz u wanna just wanna make ppl shocked with your LOUD honk. Honk in a friendly way is encourage to let ppl knw when they are driving in a reckless way or just wanna make them aware that you are cutting them or on their blindspot spot. Honk those ppl who really dun understand the meaning of 'right lane is for those who wanna go fast'.

So...if we as a user try to avoid doing all these three pissed off moment,we will have a bunch of happy drivers driving around the city without having to wrinkle out our face everyday...

Happy Driving!

When beloved becoming unbeloved

Saying love makes you melted for him,
Saying love makes you think of him,
Saying love makes you go crazy for him,
Saying love makes you not yourself.

Fighting for love makes you proud,
Fighting for love shows your love,
Fighting for love makes you who you are.

Winning your love give you a trophy,
Taking care of your love give you wings,
Loving your lover sealed your love door,
Happiness shows you heaven door.

Losing the love crash your wall,
Losing the trust broke your wings,
Losing the love make you cry,
Losing the trust gives you heart broken.

-sorry seems to be the hardest word-

Forget Me Forget Me Not

You know how girls sometimes tend to wish that their boyfriend will not be calling them all the times and rather just message?? Well,I am one of the girl that had such wish last time and really really hope that my boyfriend will not be calling me all the time. I am the kind of person who is not so good in talking on the phone as i tend up to be silent for quite sometime if Im out of idea for conversation. But now I guess time change everything and my wish right now is that my boyfriend will call me at least twice or three times in a week.

The problems I am having right now is kinda weird and I'm not sure how to express it to anyone or even to him as I already tried it last time but end up to be another failure. Touché to myself as right now Im having a boyfriend who end up not calling me at all within the week or almost a week(i couldn't remember already as he rarely called me)and not even send me a simple message asking what am I doing or whether I have taken my breakfast,lunch or dinner & etc. I am not asking too much from him but it's enough for me if he just inform me or update me with his condition or just share with me any problems.

This week I tried to ignore the fact that myself was being ignored by my boyfriend but it doesn't seem right. I tried and it works if i workload myself with a bunch of work which will make myself become so busy that I could not even know what day is it today. I have tried calling him just now but there was no answer and all this time if I called him he never pick up his phone once,unless he is in the state im staying,then only he will message me and pick up my call. Don't you think it's kinda weird when your boyfriend acting like that???

Sometimes I'm quite curious with his behaviour but I try not to be curious,jealous and think of something which might probably not true. I tried already and the situation can be said to be tougher than what I expected. This is the guy that I have the feelings that he is the one for me and the one person I will end up spending my lifetime with and he is treating me in this way...touché again to myself. The one hypothetical situation that Im scared would be that he is cheating on me behind my back and cleverly and calmly covering himself up and pretend like he is being super loyal to me when in fact he was actually having another girl with him. Oh goodness! Just talking about it has already make me having such a bad stomachache and give me goosebump. But one thing for sure, if he is really cheating on me I wanna catch him red handed,my ownself! I wanna see his reaction upon being caught lying in front of me.

-the unforgiven-

F1 race - Malaysian Grand Prix

What a race today and there is no other words that can best described today's race than a 'Wet Thunder Race'! It was an awesome drive by few drivers and the condition today was the one that will be most talked about and lots of other surprises was seen today. I will go through the story step by step.

First, the race started with Jenson Button(Brawn) leading the starting grid followed by Jarno Trulli(Toyota), Timo Glock(Toyota), Nico Rosberg(Williams), Mark Webber(Red Bull) and Robert Kubica(BMW Sauber). The starting point started quite fantastic when Rosberg started the race with some quite excitement when he cut through beside Trulli who started later than Rosberg himself. Button at that time who was busy defending his place from Trulli finally realize that the one person that he should have looked out would be Rosberg rather than Trulli.

Then the race continued as usual but not for Kubica who was having problem himself with the car when it was left out at the starting grid due to some engine problem which he had complained even before the race started. His teammate however manage to continue with the race without having any problems. What Kubica worried about actually came true when he has to stop as his engine was caught on fire and he ended his race during the second round. It was not after all the race that Kubica was willing to look into.

Rosberg eventually take the lead from Button who was now behind Trulli on the third place. The pace of the car was getting quicker and quicker as at the same time all the team was running away and was hoping that the storm would not eventually hit the circuit but was expecting it to come as the dark clouds were moving towards Sepang circuit.

Along the race we could see stratergy from different team when it comes to pitstop. During half of the race, all the engineer had already warned their drivers that heavy rain will be coming ahead and they will now need to prepare to pit at any time. Ferrari took a very courageous or daring move when they become the first team that ever put on the super wet tyre on their vehicles. It was after all not a smart move and eventually it effects the performance of the team and the tyre was worned out faster than they had thought. The rain that was expected had not poured yet and along the way we can see the other team had already started to put on their wet tyres. Among all the team, there was only one more team that was still using their inter tyres rather than changing to wet tyres and that team would be Toyota and to be more specific it would be Timo Glock who was still running with the inter tyres rather than wet tyres.

After seeing that the weather was not in favour with the wet tyres but rather siding more toward the inter tyres which was used by Timo, Button quickly make a move by changing his inter tyres back for him to beat Timo and to re-collect his first position and to allow him to speed faster. His move comes in handy as it works and he manage to stay on a good pace ensuring his first position. But not long after Button change his tyres, the rain started to pour and Heidfeld who was instructed by his engineer to pit and change the tyres refused to do that as he was willing to take the risk by sticking with the almost worned out wet tyres and his move was a brilliant move. It was after that that the rain started to pour heavily and eventually the race had to be stopped due to safety reason.

At the end,it was Jenson Button who won the race, second place goes to Nick Heidfeld and the third goes to Timo Glock who was hoping that his third position will not be taken off by the FIA. At first Timo's engineer has told him that he was on P1 so he decided to go easy on the tyres but then he saw Jenson coming out in front of him and after that he realised that he was P2. Then, after he got out from the car and headed to the podium dock he was told that he was now P3. Timo said during the post press conference that he hoped and pray that he will still be in P3 the time he goes back to the garage.

Cant wait for the next race in Shanghai!!!!