Malaysia v Indonesia (Final 1)

tiba2 swaktu aku hendak menulis blog ini lagu Trouble is a Friend keluar. haha. so cun man!

so this weekend is the game that was most anticipated i guess between Malaysia and Indonesia. both are now considered as the biggest power in Asia .

both of the team has made it to the final. 

CONGRATS TO BOTH OF THE TEAM!!!

for this final game im in dilemma to choose which team im supposed to lay my support on. well, to clear things up for those who does not know why it is so difficult for me to choose a team let me elaborate about myself.

i was born in the beautiful island of Penang, Malaysia. i was raised here in Malaysia. but my origins are actually from Indonesia. dad is an indonesian and mom was an indonesian :P she had to change her citizenship to make our life much more simpler ;D but she is still so so attached to her Indonesian lifestyle and language.

so my friends are consist of both Malaysian and Indonesian. both country serve me well and i serve them well too.

i join Paskibra (Pasukan Kibar Bendera) for three consecutive year for Indonesian Independence Day. i join most of the Kenegaraan activities organize by Malaysian government and i paid my tax ya ;>

so when people ask me which team im laying my support to i have to answer both as im not sure which team to give the full support.in dilemma!

But BUT buT

after re-considering the taunting remarks made by few Indonesian especially those whom i know towards Malaysia i have decided to give my full support to MALAYSIA!

hope my fellow Indonesian will not be angry with me.im doing my duty and im serving my service to the country that has made my life easier in so many terms. so far the government is in good terms with me :P so far la ... haha.

what can i say is that both teams are equally strong. now for me is the matter who has the strong and good strategic plan & strong mental and physical only.

the rest i will comment it later.

the point is no matter how good you are in anything don't have this OVERCONFIDENT attitude with you.although to be honest the players must have some confident but don't be too confident when it comes to facing our opponent. plus in front of home supporter. 

another thing is that don't let the nervous feelings overcome your spirit to fight for your country. coz it will ruin all the trainings that you have gone through. this is based on my own experience and to be honest i still can't overcome my nervous feeling especially when it comes to examination time. i almost forget everything that i have studied for! damn!

so last word from me is ....

GO MALAYSIA GO MALAYSIA GO MALAYSIA!!!

BE PROUD SERVING YOUR COUNTRY!!! 

BE PROUD WEARING THE JERSEY!!!

BE PROUD BRINGING MALAYSIA TO THE AFF Suzuki Cup Final!!!

FIGHT TILL THE LAST SWEAT AND TILL YOU CAN'T EVEN FEEL YOUR LEG ANYMORE!!!

MALAYSIA BOLEH!

Love at First Sight - Wislawa Szymborska

Both are convinced

that a sudden surge of emotion bound them together.

Beautiful is such a certainty,

but uncertainty is more beautiful.

Because they didn't know each other earlier, they suppose that 

nothing was happening between them.

What of the streets, stairways and corridors

where they could have passed each other long ago?

I'd like to ask them 

whether they remember-- perhaps in a revolving door 

ever being face to face?

an "excuse me" in a crowd

or a voice "wrong number" in the receiver.

But i know their answer:

no, they don't remember.

They'd be greatly astonished

to learn that for a long time

chance had been playing with them.

Not yet wholly ready 

to transform into fate for them

it approached them, then backed off,

stood in their way

and suppressing a giggle

jumped to the side.

There were signs, signals :

but what of it if they were illegible.

Perhaps three years ago,

or last Tuesday

did a certain leaflet fly

from shoulder to shoulder?

There was something lost and picked up.

Who knows but what it was a ball

in the bushes of childhood.

There were doorknobs and bells

on which earlier

touch piled on touch.

Bags beside each other in the luggage room.

Perhaps they had the same dream on a certain night,

suddenly erased after waking.

Every beginning

is but a continuation,

and the book of events

is never more than half open.

-translated by Walter Whipple

Cari Jodoh. Finding Soulmate.

well well well

my mom finally talked about it with me

about what ???

well, about my love life. all i can say is that my mom worried so badly that i will not find a partner. like what she said ...

"remember, your getting older and not younger.how old are you now?and there is still no sign of you having any boyfriend or someone special it seems."

there's a reason why she out of a sudden talked about this matter when most of the time she rather kept quiet about it and not discussing about this matter.

it start with a doctor i met at my work place ...

i told mom that early in the morning around 10.45am i met one of the doctor that was supervising me when i was admitted at the general hospital.

*im actually wondering what this doctor was doing at that particular of time at a food court when he was supposed to be at the hospital to treat the patient*

well, then i told her that in the evening i met the same doctor and this time around he brought along another very familiar doctor with him. he was whom that was referred by my mom as 'Dr.Bius' though he was not him.

Dr.Bius was another guy 

 but my mom mistakenly thought he was him. pfftt. told her so many times but she still won't believe me and said i was wrong when she was actually the one that is wrong.

the time when i saw the 'Dr.Bius' i was really hoping that he will be there with him too but too bad he was not there with the doctors ... so sad!

alright,let's proceed with my mom ...

she then told me ...

" 'Dr.Bius' was a very handsome man and i bet the mother in law who have him as their son in law must be proud having him as their daughter's partner"

i knew she was hinting on something but i just ignore her. i kept on telling her that he is not Dr.Bius and then i tested her again about him ...

"since you spotted the wrong Dr.Bius, maybe the person that you thought as he was not him but other person that looks like him.are you sure??"

then mom answered me back with hell of a confidence ...

"YES I'M SURE. definitely the one that i saw at the gynecology a.k.a pakar sakit puan department is him. i am sure. i still remember his face very clearly. i even remembered what he wears on the last day we met him. it's light brown shirt."

then i responded ...

"erm, i thought he was wearing light blue shirt mom. i think you got the wrong person again."




:P

then mom answered me back ...

"he was wearing light brown. i remembered him! he was the one who went ups and down of the hospital just to search for Dr.Lim right?"

wahh, well spotted mom. that is him. then i responded her again ...


"yeah that's him. are you sure that is him? which room did he entered into?"


mom ...


"he entered room no 9 and again YES that was him, NO DOUBT."








so now did you get the story?? that was how all this conversation about finding soulmate started. and it doesn't stop right there. it continues till night when she watched a tv programme about couple that got married at young age.

she kept on looking and smiling towards me everytime they talked about something similar towards my situation. i tried to runaway and i failed.


i even told her that its up to you whether you wanna introduce me to any nice man out there but i said it clearly to her that i prefer to find my soulmate/partner/jodoh my ownself & i don't want my mom to introduce me to any of my brother's friend!


she scolded me and said ...


"but what if your brother's friend is the good man that you're looking for?"


me said ...


"i can't see any of them that fits my criteria and type. sorry mom, it's a No No."


she seems a lil bump out by my statement. but you know what i made it clear to her what i want and im glad i told her that. i just wished that i will have more courage to tell her that i like sum1, the person that you always met but not me and still wondering why its you who always met him and not me.


i totally fell in love with him like how i fell in love with mamat paling handsome last time. these are the two men that i really know that i can confidently said as my Love at First Sight(Site).


i dreamt something about Dr.Teoh last 2 days and it was horrible! the most horrible dream about him and that was the only dream about him and it turned out horribly. 

* oshkoshbgosh - another way of me saying Gosh :P *

still i hope to see him again


those hope will never fade away.