all this while i've been asking and hoping i could finally meet the T that i love so much a.k.a deep crush. each day passed by i prayed and wished for the same thing which is to meet him.
there are so many ups and down while the quest goes on and it totally reminds me of Shrek
first i thought it was possible to have met with what i wished for but soon i realise i have to stop playing a fool with myself and have to put up together with my act. no more putting false hope and have to stand on the ground rather than floating around with dreams that never can ever occur.
it's been a year already and i only met him again now. it is a feeling i can't describe. if only i can tell him what i feel or how feel all this while for him. just when i stop praying for him and already gave up he appears again.
that is what FATE is all about
when i saw him from far i almost run to him and hug him coz i miss him so much!!!! but i stop myself and start to think about many things. the time when i take to thing about my next act causes me to unconsciously stare at him and smile. luckily he smiled back =)
he looks tired. i assume he just finish his duty. awww~
i just smile away after that coz i feel it is kinda funny when FATE was just playing around with me all this while. it took me the whole year to meet him and it is coincidently as i always wanted it to be.
but too bad he no longer remember me.
i guess i have to bid farewell to him as well.
still ...
i wish i can just go and hug him and tell him how do i feel for him.
T,joneun dangsin-i geuliwoyo!
