Empty bottle Empty space
Where it goes it can't be trace
The wind chime the bells of trees
And it echoes through the air
Breathing the ocean
Listening to the song of the shore,
The sun strikes thee
Nor love or loathe
Just plain empty space,
Floating like a zombie
Did not realize the tornado inside
It spins not knowing when to stop
It tries not to be pointless,
The final spin land its burden
Clearing the air of dust
With a bit of lust
Listening to the cupid sing
Trying to find the cupid's arrow
Lost it in its shadow,
Never gives up Never surrender
Determination of the peridot will rule them all.
Monday, August 3, 2009
Thursday, July 30, 2009
What's future?
what lies ahead we will never know
we can predict
but how far can it goes?
does future always hurt us?
does future satisfy our mind?
if i can see the future
it will be for the better,
change it from worse to good
refine it in a positive way
to make myself and others feel better.
we can predict
but how far can it goes?
does future always hurt us?
does future satisfy our mind?
if i can see the future
it will be for the better,
change it from worse to good
refine it in a positive way
to make myself and others feel better.
Friday, July 24, 2009
Being a Leo
There are few things that excites me this week. It can be about friendship,adventure and it also can be about finding the truth about our ownself,the innerself. Sometimes i find that it is important that we understand our basic nature and it needs so that we can excel in anything that we do. There are few things that i learned within this few weeks and it really helps me to understand myself much more clearer and i began to try to evaluate myself from all aspects. There are few things about Leo that i find through internet that i think is quite fascinating and i just wanna share it here. All the info that was here can be said to have been copied from other site. I just copy and paste coz i find it to be quite accurate.
Your element: Fire
Your ruling planets: The Sun
Symbol: The Lion
Your stone: Peridot
Life Pursuit: To lead the way
Vibration: Radiant Energy
Leo's Secret Desire: To be a star
Description:
Love triumphs over all for this sign, which is ruled by the heart and operates from this dimension too. Leo's are born fortunate. Charismatic and positive-thinking they attract not only an abundance of friends and opportunities, but manage to survive life's stormy times with style and good humour.
Once a Lion is committed to a relationship, they are totally devoted and faithful. Should their heart or trust be broken they never forgive or forget. When a relationship breaks down (even a long standing one) they can disappear into the sunset without a backward look. Leos can cut ties, and leave others heartbroken, but usually there is a good reason why they have broken a tryst. For a Leo, when a relationship is over, really over, it is over for good.
There are three levels of soul-evolution of the Leos. The highest is represented by the Sphinx; wise beyond their years and great teachers to others. The second is the Lion, King of the Jungle, ruled by ego but always protective and sustaining of those they love. The last is the Lion Cub, immature and undeveloped, frightened by anything new. These Leos cling to others (in the mode of the child not wanting to leave its mother's side).) They can't bear to be alone.
No matter what level they have attained, all Leos are trendsetters, leaders and adventurers. Their weakness is their pride. This is one sign where the saying "flattery will get you everything" applies, but be warned criticism will slam the relationship door right in your face.
There's this stone dat was said to be a good gem stone for the Leo:
The August Birth Stone is peridot, a gem formed from volcanic activity. It is also found inside meteorites, and its overall composition is the same as the Earth's mantle, showing this mineral as an ever-present and integral part of nature.
Peridot is a mineral that is strongly connected with the forces of nature and it's vitalizing energy. Indeed, since the Earth largely consists of peridot (in the form of Olivine), holding peridot can help you connect with the vibrations of the Earth. The holder of peridot can connect with the forces of nature more easily.
Peridot is one of the most beneficial stones for increasing self-confidence. Since it provides the holder with increased connection to nature, your understanding of being a part of the oneness of nature becomes clear, and confidence comes naturally when you deeply understand that you are part of the same oneness as ever great person who has ever lived, and every great thing that exists in this world.
Because of the yellow-greenish color of this gem stone, it is associated with the healing of the liver. Though to me this seems like an arbitrary association made that's not based in real experience.
Those who wish to increase their awareness and connection with the greater oneness will find the birth peridot stone beneficial.
Your element: Fire
Your ruling planets: The Sun
Symbol: The Lion
Your stone: Peridot
Life Pursuit: To lead the way
Vibration: Radiant Energy
Leo's Secret Desire: To be a star
Description:
Love triumphs over all for this sign, which is ruled by the heart and operates from this dimension too. Leo's are born fortunate. Charismatic and positive-thinking they attract not only an abundance of friends and opportunities, but manage to survive life's stormy times with style and good humour.
Once a Lion is committed to a relationship, they are totally devoted and faithful. Should their heart or trust be broken they never forgive or forget. When a relationship breaks down (even a long standing one) they can disappear into the sunset without a backward look. Leos can cut ties, and leave others heartbroken, but usually there is a good reason why they have broken a tryst. For a Leo, when a relationship is over, really over, it is over for good.
There are three levels of soul-evolution of the Leos. The highest is represented by the Sphinx; wise beyond their years and great teachers to others. The second is the Lion, King of the Jungle, ruled by ego but always protective and sustaining of those they love. The last is the Lion Cub, immature and undeveloped, frightened by anything new. These Leos cling to others (in the mode of the child not wanting to leave its mother's side).) They can't bear to be alone.
No matter what level they have attained, all Leos are trendsetters, leaders and adventurers. Their weakness is their pride. This is one sign where the saying "flattery will get you everything" applies, but be warned criticism will slam the relationship door right in your face.
There's this stone dat was said to be a good gem stone for the Leo:
The August Birth Stone is peridot, a gem formed from volcanic activity. It is also found inside meteorites, and its overall composition is the same as the Earth's mantle, showing this mineral as an ever-present and integral part of nature.
Peridot is a mineral that is strongly connected with the forces of nature and it's vitalizing energy. Indeed, since the Earth largely consists of peridot (in the form of Olivine), holding peridot can help you connect with the vibrations of the Earth. The holder of peridot can connect with the forces of nature more easily.
Peridot is one of the most beneficial stones for increasing self-confidence. Since it provides the holder with increased connection to nature, your understanding of being a part of the oneness of nature becomes clear, and confidence comes naturally when you deeply understand that you are part of the same oneness as ever great person who has ever lived, and every great thing that exists in this world.
Because of the yellow-greenish color of this gem stone, it is associated with the healing of the liver. Though to me this seems like an arbitrary association made that's not based in real experience.
Those who wish to increase their awareness and connection with the greater oneness will find the birth peridot stone beneficial.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Raindrops Keep Falling On My Roof
Drip drip drip
Tap tap tap
It hits on my roof
That is the sound of the rain
In the early morning
It shed tears so hard
That I can feel the pain and sadness it goes through
Like a maiden heart being torn apart
Like a maiden being cheated
Like death invite their clan
It stop telling its heartsick
Tried to cheer up itself
Shining through the still tears
But then fade away again
Feels like I can feel what it tries to say
But want to ignore it
Feelings tend to cloud reason
Thought its already dawn but its the noon
All day all time dawn is here
Never leave us
Till dawn is really with us.
Cloud shedding it tears again
The song echoes again
Drip drip drip
Tap tap tap
And it continue till the end.
Tap tap tap
It hits on my roof
That is the sound of the rain
In the early morning
It shed tears so hard
That I can feel the pain and sadness it goes through
Like a maiden heart being torn apart
Like a maiden being cheated
Like death invite their clan
It stop telling its heartsick
Tried to cheer up itself
Shining through the still tears
But then fade away again
Feels like I can feel what it tries to say
But want to ignore it
Feelings tend to cloud reason
Thought its already dawn but its the noon
All day all time dawn is here
Never leave us
Till dawn is really with us.
Cloud shedding it tears again
The song echoes again
Drip drip drip
Tap tap tap
And it continue till the end.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Puisi Rangga
Aku lari ke hutan, kemudian menyanyiku
Aku lari ke pantai, kemudian teriakku
Sepi... Sepi dan sendiri aku benci.
Aku ingin bingar. Aku mau di pasar.
Bosan aku dengan penat,
dan enyah saja kau, pekat!
Seperti berjelaga jika aku sendiri
Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh
Ahh.. ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang
di tembok keraton putih
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya?
Biar terderah,
atau... aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai?
Aku lari ke pantai, kemudian teriakku
Sepi... Sepi dan sendiri aku benci.
Aku ingin bingar. Aku mau di pasar.
Bosan aku dengan penat,
dan enyah saja kau, pekat!
Seperti berjelaga jika aku sendiri
Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh
Ahh.. ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang
di tembok keraton putih
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya?
Biar terderah,
atau... aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai?
Friday, June 19, 2009
Empty mind, Empty soul, Empty heart
This is what I feel right now and I feel so bad bcoz I can't do anything right and the worst is that I can't right about the UEFA under 21 game between Germany v Finland that I watched yesterday. I have all the information that I want to right down here in my paper but I am just not sure how to begin it and it just doesn't feel right. Everything seems to be wrong and even when I'm writing this I can still feel the uneasy feeling or should I say an empty feeling throughout my body.
I enjoyed really much watching the game yesterday between my fav team Germany and Finland. I watched the game quite late and at that time it was already in minute 40 and I thought the game is going to be another boring game that I have to go through again for another morning. But it turned out to be a very interesting game,probably because Germany is my favourite team.
For me,the first half was just like a warming session between those two teams bcoz they played as if they are trying to dig some secrets of their opponent.There are few attempts made by those two teams and it was a good effort but not good enough to score a goal. There are few saves also from Finland goalkeeper,Jaakkola.But the one which was so obvious would be the endless yellowcard given to both teams.
The second half was much more better where we can finally saw 2 goals by Germany where it was first shot on minute 59 by Howedes and the second one came from Dejagah where he scored the goal during minute 61,two minutes after the first goal.I can also see few efforts made by both team like tactical attempt and the most obvious one would be passing attempt.Since they are still considered as a rookie(although can't say so)they got a few good attempts but most of it are such a failure.The most funny part would be this one Finnish player by the name of Kokko who entered the field replacing one of his comrade and he was given a yellow card just one minute after he entered the field!It was the most hilarious moment for me,pity him!
PS:saw on the Carlsberg board saying "Non-alcoholic"....what was that suppose to mean??I thought Carlsberg in the first place considered as an alcohol drinks...haha!
I enjoyed really much watching the game yesterday between my fav team Germany and Finland. I watched the game quite late and at that time it was already in minute 40 and I thought the game is going to be another boring game that I have to go through again for another morning. But it turned out to be a very interesting game,probably because Germany is my favourite team.
For me,the first half was just like a warming session between those two teams bcoz they played as if they are trying to dig some secrets of their opponent.There are few attempts made by those two teams and it was a good effort but not good enough to score a goal. There are few saves also from Finland goalkeeper,Jaakkola.But the one which was so obvious would be the endless yellowcard given to both teams.
The second half was much more better where we can finally saw 2 goals by Germany where it was first shot on minute 59 by Howedes and the second one came from Dejagah where he scored the goal during minute 61,two minutes after the first goal.I can also see few efforts made by both team like tactical attempt and the most obvious one would be passing attempt.Since they are still considered as a rookie(although can't say so)they got a few good attempts but most of it are such a failure.The most funny part would be this one Finnish player by the name of Kokko who entered the field replacing one of his comrade and he was given a yellow card just one minute after he entered the field!It was the most hilarious moment for me,pity him!
PS:saw on the Carlsberg board saying "Non-alcoholic"....what was that suppose to mean??I thought Carlsberg in the first place considered as an alcohol drinks...haha!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
What pissed you off today?
Let see,there are few things that pisses me off today tho that mostly can be directed on the road(referring to road drivers). There are certain rules it seems dat the gov invented and implement to us dat seems to be so logic that ppl stil dont want to follow it until today. Im going to lay out few things that i've seen and im experiencing today as a road users.
1st pissed off moment :
When you are driving quite fast in a fast lane and eventually everyone who was in sense of driving fast was at the front of you its fun thing. If they were behind you it will just pushed ur ego and added up your adrenaline to push your car faster. But when everyone was in that mood and that includes the lorry,you will eventually be pissed when suddenly the car seems to be slowed down by sumthing. In your mind you already started swearing the cause of the slowness or you will just think that there might be some acceptable reason for the cause of the slow traffic like there's been an accident or there's a roadblock. But it will really pissed off yourself and your mind when you know that the cause of all that was that there was a very very slow car who change the lane from left to right lane and slowed down the car,very very slow. The only way for those impatient and the fast adrenaline ppl is to change the lane and cut back to right. But how if the left lane also was as slow as the right lane? Man!It will make me so angry especially if im in a hurry mood at that time. Ppl give lights as a sign for you to move aside but they still din get it,maybe they can't see it coz its day light. Ok...we try different way,honking them,they still din change their lane...ok...@#$@&#@!!!
2nd pissed off moment :
Your facing a long traffic,queing up to go left,to join in the main road and from the main road there are certain ppl that will be going to the left rather than just go straight. What should we do in those kind of situation if we,who are in the main road itself wanna turn left while seeing the long que from that left to go to the main road? The answer if that you should give signal. I pity those fella today that i seen on the road who already waited patiently to go to the main road while waiting patiently for this particular car that like to Kompress ppl with their look and brand. This particular driver was not even concern bout other ppl who has waited for him to pass by in front of them but it turned out that he go left.OMG!
3rd pissed off moment :
The reason why our car was equipt will all those accessories like honk and signals came with few good reasons and it was meant to be use for certain moment. To be honest, i just wanna advise road users to use all that accessories wisely...Use signals when you really wanna turn into that turn not give signals for the next 2 turn,too early! Give signals when you wanna turn and dun simply barge in making other ppl got shocked or break suddenly. Give signals if you're in a situation like mention above(the 2nd pissed off moment). Honks when necessary and not simply coz u wanna just wanna make ppl shocked with your LOUD honk. Honk in a friendly way is encourage to let ppl knw when they are driving in a reckless way or just wanna make them aware that you are cutting them or on their blindspot spot. Honk those ppl who really dun understand the meaning of 'right lane is for those who wanna go fast'.
So...if we as a user try to avoid doing all these three pissed off moment,we will have a bunch of happy drivers driving around the city without having to wrinkle out our face everyday...
Happy Driving!
1st pissed off moment :
When you are driving quite fast in a fast lane and eventually everyone who was in sense of driving fast was at the front of you its fun thing. If they were behind you it will just pushed ur ego and added up your adrenaline to push your car faster. But when everyone was in that mood and that includes the lorry,you will eventually be pissed when suddenly the car seems to be slowed down by sumthing. In your mind you already started swearing the cause of the slowness or you will just think that there might be some acceptable reason for the cause of the slow traffic like there's been an accident or there's a roadblock. But it will really pissed off yourself and your mind when you know that the cause of all that was that there was a very very slow car who change the lane from left to right lane and slowed down the car,very very slow. The only way for those impatient and the fast adrenaline ppl is to change the lane and cut back to right. But how if the left lane also was as slow as the right lane? Man!It will make me so angry especially if im in a hurry mood at that time. Ppl give lights as a sign for you to move aside but they still din get it,maybe they can't see it coz its day light. Ok...we try different way,honking them,they still din change their lane...ok...@#$@&#@!!!
2nd pissed off moment :
Your facing a long traffic,queing up to go left,to join in the main road and from the main road there are certain ppl that will be going to the left rather than just go straight. What should we do in those kind of situation if we,who are in the main road itself wanna turn left while seeing the long que from that left to go to the main road? The answer if that you should give signal. I pity those fella today that i seen on the road who already waited patiently to go to the main road while waiting patiently for this particular car that like to Kompress ppl with their look and brand. This particular driver was not even concern bout other ppl who has waited for him to pass by in front of them but it turned out that he go left.OMG!
3rd pissed off moment :
The reason why our car was equipt will all those accessories like honk and signals came with few good reasons and it was meant to be use for certain moment. To be honest, i just wanna advise road users to use all that accessories wisely...Use signals when you really wanna turn into that turn not give signals for the next 2 turn,too early! Give signals when you wanna turn and dun simply barge in making other ppl got shocked or break suddenly. Give signals if you're in a situation like mention above(the 2nd pissed off moment). Honks when necessary and not simply coz u wanna just wanna make ppl shocked with your LOUD honk. Honk in a friendly way is encourage to let ppl knw when they are driving in a reckless way or just wanna make them aware that you are cutting them or on their blindspot spot. Honk those ppl who really dun understand the meaning of 'right lane is for those who wanna go fast'.
So...if we as a user try to avoid doing all these three pissed off moment,we will have a bunch of happy drivers driving around the city without having to wrinkle out our face everyday...
Happy Driving!
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