Gossip

i now believe that whatever things i watched in Gossip Girl is true. it all happeneds in our life. it is just that i didn't realize all this while. now i need to change. what come to worse if i change for good right? if changes for good will make people talk about you also, it's okay. coz we can't stop them from keep on talking.

IT IS THE HUMAN NATURE!!

It's okay not to be Okay?

There are times when i thought what i did was wright and there are times when i thought what i did was wrong. I guess the feel is the opposite feel. I should have realize it earlier. I've been so stressed out just for one day that i think i feel like passing out.

So the major big problem at work that i did this time was to open up boss's door which cannot be open coz its locked. There are reason for that otherwise i wouldn't have been bothered to open it up. But i guess this is what we called as the working life. 

i cant complain much as this is the path i decided to force myself into it. my heart was almost there when i realize i may have made the wrong decision. what i can do now is sit and pray tho it actually make me feel sleepy and dizzy. my blood level has gone down within 1 minute. Within 1 minute!!

i had no idea what else i should do now. im at a  point where i feel like running away and sleep. i cant cry coz it was not meant to be something to cry for. the chicken wing i ate make me even drowsier than ever and it kills me to yawn a hundred times.

now i just don't want to bump into him. stress maksimum gila.

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