Love Is Silly

i miss him yesterday

i miss him today

i miss him tonite

i miss him everyday, hour and minute of my life.

i will love you although you don't even know about it

saranghae!!!

aku penat betul. yang ini tak betul, yang itu tak betul. smuanya dlm masa SATU HARI??!
  
PENAT AKU


yang mana satu aku nak dengar???


YANG NI KE YANG TU?


kalau lahh aku boleh belah2 badan aku.....


argghhhh!!!! tencen betul!


one after another


kick after another kick


spill more blood after the first


being a fence between South and North Korea


woiiT!!


AKU NAK PI BERCUTI!!!!!!


MASSAGE!


SPA!


PADICURE!


MANICURE!


WATEVER CURE from this tiresome event that causes me to hire a psychiatrist!

F.A.T.E

all this while i've been asking and hoping i could finally meet the T that i love so much a.k.a deep crush. each day passed by i prayed and wished for the same thing which is to meet him.

 

there are so many ups and down while the quest goes on and it totally reminds me of Shrek 

first i thought it was possible to have met with what i wished for but soon i realise i have to stop playing a fool with myself and have to put up together with my act. no more putting false hope and have to stand on the ground rather than floating around with dreams that never can ever occur.

 

 

 

it's been a year already and i only met him again now. it is a feeling i can't describe. if only i can tell him what i feel or how feel all this while for him. just when i stop praying for him and already gave up he appears again.

 

that is what FATE is all about

when i saw him from far i almost run to him and hug him coz i miss him so much!!!! but i stop myself and start to think about many things. the time when i take to thing about my next act causes me to unconsciously stare at him and smile. luckily he smiled back =)

he looks tired. i assume he just finish his duty. awww~

 

 

i just smile away after that coz i feel it is kinda funny when FATE was just playing around with me all this while. it took me the whole year to meet him and it is coincidently as i always wanted it to be.

but too bad he no longer remember me.

i guess i have to bid farewell to him as well.

still ...

i wish i can just go and hug him and tell him how do i feel for him.

 

 

T,joneun dangsin-i geuliwoyo!

Butterfly

Fly butterfly fly

Fly far away from me

You are beautiful as you are

But then comes the transformation

Metamorphosis change you

It's a new you

Fly butterfly fly

Fly far away from me

As i was scared of you

And the changes that becomes new you

Fly butterfly fly

Fly far away from me

Though you was as sweet as honey

But now you are as bitter as gourd

 

Fly butterfly fly

Fly far away from me

I am sorry if i ever hurt you

That makes you like this

Coz as far as I know

I am hurt more than that

And it kills me that it was you 

Fly butterfly fly

Fly far away from me

Metamorphosis changed you

Transformation hurts me

Wise words unnecessary

Apology the least for me

Fly butterfly fly

Fly away from me

I wish you a very good life

As im leaving your shadow from me

Spy Myeongwol

Ost Spy Myeong Wol - Lena Park- More Than Anyone In The World





Try download the song using this link. however if you failed to download it somehow just comment here and i'll give you another link. in addition i will give another 2 OST from the series ;) 

together let's join our forces to rank this series to be top rated!hope the viewers rate will increase each day ^_^

what do i do?

i never knew that i would feel this way again. though i already tried my very best to forget him but his image is everywhere and yet there is no such thing as RELATIONSHIP existed in our chapter of life.

how can i cure this evil feelings that i tried to avoid for quite sometimes?

is there medicine that can treat it?

is there a diagnose of these disease?

im like a ghost that lingers here and there

boredness hit at the maximum level.its because i did not fill my past time with something useful but hopefully starting from tomorrow i will fill my ample of time with something beneficial...starting with early wake up mission,first time ever photoshoot and then maybe start to learn how to cook decent food rather than try all those grand difficult recipe.tsk.

nanannana

wat else??

i think i should be able to make my first 'debut' on 24june at 9pm.its not a real debut but purposely said such thing to exaggerate and comfort myself! haha. wat a whimpy kid.

anyhow i will try to find tetris game at arcade which now i think is kinda impossible.now probably jz goin to buy some cheapo tv game which has tetris game in it.

i shall log out myself from this cyberworld and hibernate myself to recharge my human liquid battery.

nitey!

Habis santan sepah di asingkan

kadangkala aku cuma dapat menahan sahaja perasaan aku ni.tiap kali aku sakit hati aku akan pendamkan perasaan tu sejauh-jauh dan sedalam-dalamnya agar aku dapat melupakan segala kesakitan tersebut.

tapi bila kesakitan yang dipendam sudah tidak dapat disembunyikan lagi aku jadi sangat marah, sangat geram dan sangat tidak berpuas hati. macam mana dia boleh buat macam tu dengan kami??? apa salah kami??? 'mereka' adalah sosok yang paling dan amat menyayangi dia tetapi hasil kasih-sayang yang dicurahkan selama bertahun-tahun tanpa rasa kurang sedikit pun telah dibalas dengan sebegitu rupa. apa salah 'mereka'?

aku tak kisah kalu aku dilakukan sebegitu rupa walaupun sebenarnya agak terasa tapi aku paling sedih apabila 'mereka' dilayan seperti orang asing yang baru beberapa bulan dikenali. sampai hati. 

tau la kan yang dia dah ada suri-di-hati tapi haihh, dahsyat betul penangan si suri ni. kasih sayang untuk 'mereka' seperti sudah tiada lagi. patut la 'mereka' sangat suka menghayati lagu Tiada Lagi. memang kena pada situasi pun.

tapi at least lepas aku dah tulis confession perasaan aku ni aku dah rasa lega sikit walaupun ada rasa sakit hati tiap kali aku teringat apa yang jadi. tengok ja macam harini...sepatutnya dia ajak la kami satu family keluar celebrate bday dia ka apa ka ni tak....tak tau la malam nanti ada ke tak kan tapi nampak gaya macam tak ada je. 

dia celebrate dengan suri-di-hati dia ja...kitorang dia tolak tepi. iyela, kami ni kan 'ORANG LUAR' aka outsider. kami dah kena OUTCAST! haha ironik, kelakarnya.

aku cuma dapat doa ja yang dia tak lupa kami terus. jangan sampai nanti 'mereka' dah tak ada baru dia teringat-ingat. tapi apa yang aku takut adalah kalu 'mereka' dah tak ada aku terus dia lupakan. huhu, so sad. kalu dia buat aku macam tu aku nak pindah jauh-jauh. kalu dapat pergi Korea Selatan pun bagus jugak, boleh jumpa Seunggi dengan Onew ^_^

sekian lahh al-kisah sedih di hari Isnin ni. aku nak tunggu dan lihat ja apa skenario lepas ni. adakah sama ja atau lain sikit.

tehee! 

Milk v Lactose Intolerance

milk is an important source as it provide nutrition to our body. milk come from different sources and each source provide different nutrition but for babies it is best to start with breast feeding. not only it helps to develop the brain it also produces certain important nutrition that the other variety of milk like cow milk or goat milk can't produce.

some other benefits from drinking milk are like it helps to prevent osteoporosis. now, don't you think it is time to start drinking milk before our bones cracked up?

drinking milk also help to reduce the incidence of tooth decay, hypertension and colon cancer.

However, there are few types of people who will say Nay to milk. who are they?

the first type are those who will say No due to its taste. some people dislike the taste of milk. some say it taste so bad that they can throw up immediately after drinking one. some say that it is their body itself that can't accept milk as part of their fluid consumption.

the second type are those who reject drinking milk too scared they will gain weight. well, to be frank there are no scientific explanation to this fact and so i conclude it as just a human fact unsupported by intensive experiment or analysis.

the third type are those with Lactose Intolerance.

what is Lactose Intolerance?

Lactose intolerance is the inability to digest lactose. Lactose is a type of sugar found in milk and other dairy products. it happens when the small intestine in our body does not produce enough enzyme lactase that helps to absorb foods.and not having enough lactase is known as lactase deficiency. look at the above photograph to have a clearer picture about it.

so, which type do you fit in? for me, i fit into the lactose intolerance type. it is not something that i invent to say in a good manner that i hate milk but rather it is a symptoms that has already develop since i was 3 or 4 years old.

the side effect of it may well be like diarrhea, nausea or flatulence a.k.a gas a.k.a fart but personally for me i will have breathing problem. it is so annoying when it happens especially if the effect only comes at night,when im fast asleep.

but one thing i am not sure of is whether this lactose intolerance can be cured eventually as we grow old. the reason is because these few days i dared myself to drink milk and the good thing is that i manage to drink it and not having breathing problems or other worse side effect. but i chose the one that is low in lactose. i just tried and so far so good though it doesn't taste so good :P

wait... i do think it gave some effects. my chest hurt a bit when im breathing and yes it does cause me somewhat diarrhea but not serious. more to tummy ache that push myself to go to the loo. and to note you all, i have edit this piece as another consistent & persistent symptoms of mine has occurs again ... breathing problems. *sigh*

but one thing for sure is that for those who does not suffer from lactose intolerance, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ....

DRINK MILK!

 

Do it as a routine. and the result is that ....

you have a healthy bones!

and you can do this!

ps : for more funny facts or funny expressions about lactose intolerance just visit this site ;D

LONG LIVE

Short Hair Long Hair ??

there it goes again ... my craziness over short hair is coming back!

urghhhh

the urge to cut my hair short is putting its full speed ahead.

haihhhhh

i wish i can just cut it short

or 

leave it long anytime i like

leave it black all the time

or

highlight it a bit

i leave it uncombed

or 

always style it 

people will nevertheless care to what i do and others did. and that is a fact and no one can change it. not only celebrities can give an impact to the people on the street but also an ordinary person and even the crazy people gave some impact. 

so in a way no one in this world did not affect the society right.

so we should always consider ourselves as celebs, its just that maybe no paparazzi will be following us all the time :P

ps : im inspired to have a short hair like her 

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Rumah Berhantu/Angker

ok, first of all im just going to say im sorry for those readers whose reading my blog in english as for this blog im gonna write it in Bahasa Malaysia. i just feel like writing in my mother tongue language :P

ok lahh. apa yg aku nk cerita ni mungkin tak la berapa gempak or seram or hebat sangat tapi ia cukup untuk menggemparkan aku, menyeramkan aku dan menaikkan bulu roma aku.

cerita ni adalah benar dan ada kena mengena dengan yang hidup dan yang mati.

anyway, aku dapat cerita ni pun dari mak aku yang tetiba baik hati nak cerita pengalaman 'manis' dia berhadapan dengan situasi pelik tapi benar ni.

pada suatu hari ...

time tu aku dan mak aku baru pulang dari satu majlis kenduri kawan baik mak aku di kawasan kejiranan tempat aku membesar ni. sebab jalan kat kawasan rumah dia dah dipenuhi kreta2 tetamu aku n mak aku pun park la kat rumah lama aku (sbb kat situ aku boleh buat shortcut utk p tmpt kenduri)

bila aku nak balik aku terjumpa org kedai sbelah rumah aku yang bernama ah chong and aku ngan mak aku pun sembang lahh dulu ngan dia.time tgh sembang2 tu mata aku terpandang kat satu rumah yang tersergam indah.rumah moden ala2 korean style gtu lohh.

aku puji2 lahh rumah tu dan bagi tau mak aku suruh dia tengok rumah tu.rumah tu stail besar atau aku lebih suka label as 'gedongga' sampaikan kena pakai cctv.fuyooo!kayo giler org tu ek.
 

pastu mak aku pun cerita lahh satu cerita menarik tentang sejarah tanah yang dah dibangun rumah gedongga tu.

dulu mak aku cakap rumah tu pernah dihuni bomoh dan dengar2 kata bomoh tu pernah either bunuh orang kat situ atau buat sumthing lahh yang involve nyawa. then sudah tentulah roh yang dah diambil bila belum sampai waktunya tak tenteram kan??dan di situlah bermulanya kisah yang agak meremangkan bulu roma aku ni.

mak aku cakap dulu masa dia muda2 lagi dia pernah terdengar suara2 padahal kat situ takdak orang tinggal pun.jarak rumah yang mak aku tinggal dengan jarak rumah berhantu/angker tu ada la dlm 100meter.mak aku yang tengah sapu sampah kat luar rumah time tu terdengar ada orang mintak tolong ...

"tolong ... tolong ... tolong ..."

suara minta tolong tu bukannya kuat sangat tapi cuma sayup-sayup ja tapi mmg boleh dengar ada orang mintak tolong.time tu jgk ada satu laki ni tengah jalan dan dia pun terdengar suara tu sama macam mak aku.bila dia berhenti kat depan rumah tu dia pun tengok la kat rumah tu coz suara mmg confirm dtg dari rumah tu. yang ajaib tapi menakutkannya suara tu terus hilang time laki tu stop kat depan rumah tu.

uuuuuuuuuu ....... meremang bulu roma aku dengar crita tu! dah la time tu aku asyik teringat2 crita Sosilawati, lagi lahh seram!

kawasan tempat rumah tersebut terpaksa dirahsiakan bagi mengelakkan tuan punya rumah yang bakal menduduki rumah tersebut merasa ketakutan atau terganggu. tak tau lahh apa yng akan jadi lepas rumah baru yang tersergam indah tu dapat penghuni baru. 'penghuni lama' mungkin tidak akan mengalu-alukan kedatangan org baru...

 ni la rumah tu.cantik kan?sayang...

The Client , John Grisham - Part 1 (Several Selected Fav Quotes/Scenes)

Scene 1 : Upon Mark letting Ricky sip his first ever cigarette

Mark : if i catch you smoking more than that (one) , then you're in trouble. And if i find out you're drinking beer or messing with drugs, then .... 
Ricky : I know, i know. You'll beat me up again/
Mark : Right.
Ricky : How many do you smoke a day?
Mark : Only one.(Mark lied. some days only one.some days three of four, depending on supply)
Ricky : Will one a day kill me?
Mark : Not anytime soon. One a day is pretty safe. More than that and you could be in trouble.
Ricky : How many does Mom smoke a day??
Mark : Two packs.
Ricky : How many is that?
Mark : Forty.
Ricky : Wow. then she's in big trouble.
Mark : Mom's got all kinds of troubles. I don't think she's worried about cigarettes.
Ricky : How many does Dad smoke a day?
Mark : Four of five packs. A hundred a day.
Ricky : *Grinned slightly* Then he's gonna die soon right?
Mark : I hope so. Between staying drunk and chain smoking he'll be dead in a few years.


Scene 2 : Mark calling 911

Mark : Yeah there's a dead man in the woods and, well, someone needs to come get him.
Operator : Who's calling please?
Mark : Uh, I really dont want to say , okay.
Operator : We need your name son.
Mark : Do you want to know about the body or not?
Operator : Where is the body?
Mark : It's near Tucker Wheel Estates, and ...
Operator : That's on Whipple Road.
Mark : Yes, that's right. It's in the woods between Tucker Wheel Estates and Highway 17,
Operator : The body is in the woods?
Mark : Sort of. The body is actually lying on a car in the woods.
Operator : And the body's dead?
Mark : The guy's been shot, okay. With a gun in the mouth and i'm sure the man's dead.
Operator : Have you seen the body?
Mark : *what kind of stupid question is that*