Love Is Silly

i miss him yesterday

i miss him today

i miss him tonite

i miss him everyday, hour and minute of my life.

i will love you although you don't even know about it

saranghae!!!

aku penat betul. yang ini tak betul, yang itu tak betul. smuanya dlm masa SATU HARI??!
  
PENAT AKU


yang mana satu aku nak dengar???


YANG NI KE YANG TU?


kalau lahh aku boleh belah2 badan aku.....


argghhhh!!!! tencen betul!


one after another


kick after another kick


spill more blood after the first


being a fence between South and North Korea


woiiT!!


AKU NAK PI BERCUTI!!!!!!


MASSAGE!


SPA!


PADICURE!


MANICURE!


WATEVER CURE from this tiresome event that causes me to hire a psychiatrist!

F.A.T.E

all this while i've been asking and hoping i could finally meet the T that i love so much a.k.a deep crush. each day passed by i prayed and wished for the same thing which is to meet him.

 

there are so many ups and down while the quest goes on and it totally reminds me of Shrek 

first i thought it was possible to have met with what i wished for but soon i realise i have to stop playing a fool with myself and have to put up together with my act. no more putting false hope and have to stand on the ground rather than floating around with dreams that never can ever occur.

 

 

 

it's been a year already and i only met him again now. it is a feeling i can't describe. if only i can tell him what i feel or how feel all this while for him. just when i stop praying for him and already gave up he appears again.

 

that is what FATE is all about

when i saw him from far i almost run to him and hug him coz i miss him so much!!!! but i stop myself and start to think about many things. the time when i take to thing about my next act causes me to unconsciously stare at him and smile. luckily he smiled back =)

he looks tired. i assume he just finish his duty. awww~

 

 

i just smile away after that coz i feel it is kinda funny when FATE was just playing around with me all this while. it took me the whole year to meet him and it is coincidently as i always wanted it to be.

but too bad he no longer remember me.

i guess i have to bid farewell to him as well.

still ...

i wish i can just go and hug him and tell him how do i feel for him.

 

 

T,joneun dangsin-i geuliwoyo!

Butterfly

Fly butterfly fly

Fly far away from me

You are beautiful as you are

But then comes the transformation

Metamorphosis change you

It's a new you

Fly butterfly fly

Fly far away from me

As i was scared of you

And the changes that becomes new you

Fly butterfly fly

Fly far away from me

Though you was as sweet as honey

But now you are as bitter as gourd

 

Fly butterfly fly

Fly far away from me

I am sorry if i ever hurt you

That makes you like this

Coz as far as I know

I am hurt more than that

And it kills me that it was you 

Fly butterfly fly

Fly far away from me

Metamorphosis changed you

Transformation hurts me

Wise words unnecessary

Apology the least for me

Fly butterfly fly

Fly away from me

I wish you a very good life

As im leaving your shadow from me

Spy Myeongwol

Ost Spy Myeong Wol - Lena Park- More Than Anyone In The World





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what do i do?

i never knew that i would feel this way again. though i already tried my very best to forget him but his image is everywhere and yet there is no such thing as RELATIONSHIP existed in our chapter of life.

how can i cure this evil feelings that i tried to avoid for quite sometimes?

is there medicine that can treat it?

is there a diagnose of these disease?

im like a ghost that lingers here and there

boredness hit at the maximum level.its because i did not fill my past time with something useful but hopefully starting from tomorrow i will fill my ample of time with something beneficial...starting with early wake up mission,first time ever photoshoot and then maybe start to learn how to cook decent food rather than try all those grand difficult recipe.tsk.

nanannana

wat else??

i think i should be able to make my first 'debut' on 24june at 9pm.its not a real debut but purposely said such thing to exaggerate and comfort myself! haha. wat a whimpy kid.

anyhow i will try to find tetris game at arcade which now i think is kinda impossible.now probably jz goin to buy some cheapo tv game which has tetris game in it.

i shall log out myself from this cyberworld and hibernate myself to recharge my human liquid battery.

nitey!