Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Je t'aime

I am not sure if it is the correct word to describe it
I am not sure if it is real enough for me to feel it
But one thing for sure is that this feeling has been messed up once more.
It tingles my body and it's racing down here in my heart.
How can it be possible after all these years?
'Perhaps love' quotation again?

YES. 
PERHAPS IT IS
;D

L - is for the way you look at me
O - is for the only one i see
V - is very very extraordinary
E - is even more than anyone that you adore 

These are exactly how I felt.

The first time I fell in love with a mat saleh and second time I feel my heart racing as fast as this.

How could it be if it wasn't for love??

But dilemma starts because he's way older than me. 

Imagine....he's 42 years old and I'm 25 years old. 

Jiwa kacau macam ni.

Now I have to wait for a month before he came back to me. I really hope I could meet him again.

PS : I am writing this note specially for you Mr. Le Maire. It is my sincere feelings for you. This is the second time I feel such adrenaline rush towards me. I am too innocent, yes I am. But I like that innocent person in me. As I feel I can love without any boundaries. I would just marry you if you're single. But because I did not know your status I dare not pursue this matter any longer. I'll bottled in up in return hoping some miracles would actually happen. 
I like you Mr. Trustan Le Maire.