Thursday, July 30, 2009

What's future?

what lies ahead we will never know
we can predict
but how far can it goes?

does future always hurt us?
does future satisfy our mind?

if i can see the future
it will be for the better,
change it from worse to good
refine it in a positive way
to make myself and others feel better.

Friday, July 24, 2009

Being a Leo

There are few things that excites me this week. It can be about friendship,adventure and it also can be about finding the truth about our ownself,the innerself. Sometimes i find that it is important that we understand our basic nature and it needs so that we can excel in anything that we do. There are few things that i learned within this few weeks and it really helps me to understand myself much more clearer and i began to try to evaluate myself from all aspects. There are few things about Leo that i find through internet that i think is quite fascinating and i just wanna share it here. All the info that was here can be said to have been copied from other site. I just copy and paste coz i find it to be quite accurate.

Your element: Fire
Your ruling planets: The Sun
Symbol: The Lion
Your stone: Peridot
Life Pursuit: To lead the way
Vibration: Radiant Energy
Leo's Secret Desire: To be a star

Description:
Love triumphs over all for this sign, which is ruled by the heart and operates from this dimension too. Leo's are born fortunate. Charismatic and positive-thinking they attract not only an abundance of friends and opportunities, but manage to survive life's stormy times with style and good humour.

Once a Lion is committed to a relationship, they are totally devoted and faithful. Should their heart or trust be broken they never forgive or forget. When a relationship breaks down (even a long standing one) they can disappear into the sunset without a backward look. Leos can cut ties, and leave others heartbroken, but usually there is a good reason why they have broken a tryst. For a Leo, when a relationship is over, really over, it is over for good.

There are three levels of soul-evolution of the Leos. The highest is represented by the Sphinx; wise beyond their years and great teachers to others. The second is the Lion, King of the Jungle, ruled by ego but always protective and sustaining of those they love. The last is the Lion Cub, immature and undeveloped, frightened by anything new. These Leos cling to others (in the mode of the child not wanting to leave its mother's side).) They can't bear to be alone.

No matter what level they have attained, all Leos are trendsetters, leaders and adventurers. Their weakness is their pride. This is one sign where the saying "flattery will get you everything" applies, but be warned criticism will slam the relationship door right in your face.



There's this stone dat was said to be a good gem stone for the Leo:

The August Birth Stone is peridot, a gem formed from volcanic activity. It is also found inside meteorites, and its overall composition is the same as the Earth's mantle, showing this mineral as an ever-present and integral part of nature.

Peridot is a mineral that is strongly connected with the forces of nature and it's vitalizing energy. Indeed, since the Earth largely consists of peridot (in the form of Olivine), holding peridot can help you connect with the vibrations of the Earth. The holder of peridot can connect with the forces of nature more easily.

Peridot is one of the most beneficial stones for increasing self-confidence. Since it provides the holder with increased connection to nature, your understanding of being a part of the oneness of nature becomes clear, and confidence comes naturally when you deeply understand that you are part of the same oneness as ever great person who has ever lived, and every great thing that exists in this world.

Because of the yellow-greenish color of this gem stone, it is associated with the healing of the liver. Though to me this seems like an arbitrary association made that's not based in real experience.

Those who wish to increase their awareness and connection with the greater oneness will find the birth peridot stone beneficial.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Raindrops Keep Falling On My Roof

Drip drip drip
Tap tap tap
It hits on my roof
That is the sound of the rain

In the early morning
It shed tears so hard
That I can feel the pain and sadness it goes through
Like a maiden heart being torn apart
Like a maiden being cheated
Like death invite their clan

It stop telling its heartsick
Tried to cheer up itself
Shining through the still tears
But then fade away again

Feels like I can feel what it tries to say
But want to ignore it
Feelings tend to cloud reason

Thought its already dawn but its the noon
All day all time dawn is here
Never leave us
Till dawn is really with us.
Cloud shedding it tears again
The song echoes again
Drip drip drip
Tap tap tap
And it continue till the end.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Puisi Rangga

Aku lari ke hutan, kemudian menyanyiku
Aku lari ke pantai, kemudian teriakku
Sepi... Sepi dan sendiri aku benci.
Aku ingin bingar. Aku mau di pasar.

Bosan aku dengan penat,
dan enyah saja kau, pekat!

Seperti berjelaga jika aku sendiri
Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh

Ahh.. ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang
di tembok keraton putih
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya?
Biar terderah,
atau... aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai?